Kaworu and Shinji have been friends forever, so even when Kaworu moves away, Shinji knows they'll stay in contact. After just a few hours, however, they are seemingly unable to reach each other. Years pass, and Shinji finds Kaworu fresh out of college and working for his father's manufacturing company. Befuddled with waves of new emotion that he wasn't prepared for, Shinji tries to talk to Kaworu but finds himself getting more close to his old friend than he'd planned... DISCLAIMER: RATED R FOR LANGUAGE, TRIGGER WARNINGS, AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE NOT SEXUAL CONTENT OR SMUT

14 year old Shinji ikari struggles with depression and anxiety, but all of that changes when he meets the 5th children, Kaorwu Nagisa who shows him he is worthy of affection AU: i rlly love this ship so i thought id write fanfiction of them, but please know ive not quite wrapped my mind around neon genesis evangelion completely as it is quite abstract and complicated so i try to focus things on their relationship other then the events that go in in evangelion, so pls lmk if i have wrote anything inccorect i will base a few chapters off the episode where they meet but i will try keep it diffrent and change things a bit Hope you enjoy!

What if in the Rebuild of Evangelion 3.0 Kaworu convinced Shinji to leave the spears and go?... read my fanfic to find out!

In a dystopian world scientists have created a drug that can temporarily kill you. After they give this drug to "volunteers" with special machines they can monitor them in the afterlife in their effort to answer humanity's number one mystery: What comes after death. Though experiments keep failing with the volunteers waking up with no memories, traumatized and shocked to the point they never talk again. Shinji and Kaworu are different though, they didn't wake up at all. At the same time everyone thinks they are dead and never coming back, they desperately try to find a way to come back from the spiritual world they ended up together.

Shinji Ikari goes to NERV, a private school, and meets a certain pale boy called Kaworu Nagisa. They're both very antisocial teenagers who immediatly become glued to each other. Also, they're soulmates, but none of them are aware.

Everybody finds happiness, in the end. Shinji and Kaworu meet again in a world where no angels need to be fought or evas to be piloted and everything seems perfect until Kaworu finds out that Shinji suffers from heart failure. As they both struggle to find happiness, Shinji tries out different treatments until only to be left with no option in the end.