Ok, Laurence and Garroth like YOU, the reader. They don't love each other! Just as friends! Ok, just wanted you to know that... By the way, I did not create ANY characters, except my own characters, and you, the reader.

You moved to a new house but when you moved you realized that the house next to you was your old friend Aphmau. You and Aphmau were unpacking when your old friend/crush Zane came in. You hanged out with each other and have crazy things happen. Will you fall in love with Zane again? Or will somethings more interesting happen?

Everywhere she goes, someone close to her dies. After one year of friendship, her best friend commit suicide. (Y/n) was heartbroken, but tried to carry on. Then, her brother commit suicide. her sister couldn't take the grief, and left soon after. Her parents were in shock, and forgot about their daughter. She felt alone, like she was trapped in a room that she couldn't leave. Eventually, she couldn't bear the thought of anyone else dying, because she felt it was her fault. She grabbed her essentials, and left. She set her home up beneath the bridge in a nearby park, and went to school at Phoenix Drop High, and joined the Shadow Knights. Watch her tale unfold in this interesting adventure.

[COMPLETE!] *AN: I wanna say the start of this books is cringe and slow, but i've been working on this book for like 5 years of my life. so if you can push through it gets better i swear! thank you for reading! Zane and Travis look through a black and white lenses. The entire world growing up was dull. When Zane and Travis run into each other, colors shoot from left and right, until their entire view is vibrant. This story follows Zane RoMeave and Travis Valkrum through a more semi realistic/semi dramatic, darker teenage high school experience. Will they learn to deal with their mental illnesses, family issues and the sexual tension between them or completely lose everything? TIGGERS: depression, self harm, sexual activities, drug/sexual/physical abuse, language, violence, over dosing, starving, trans/homophobia (the entire book is a trigger to be honest. there are triggers at the beginning of each chapter)