Trying to feel your way through love is like being lost in a place where trees seem to cover which way to go. But so does friendship and family which makes everything else more harder than it should be. Which gets you to this dirt path almost ready to surrender until you look up seeing the light, guiding you to a clear opening, having you make it out of the woods.

A collection of all of my poems throughout the years, I've been meaning to make all of this into a small novel for the longest time but I have been too afraid of judgement or backlash of any kind, I frequently write about my own trauma and rarely write about anything else, so if you're sensitive to topics such as sexual assault, neglect, or parental trauma, please be mindful before taking a dive into this, I hope you enjoy :)

G×G ||18+ She kissed Rae. She let Nova in. Now Kaia is trapped between longing and guilt, heart aching, skin remembering, and desire she can't name. Every touch burns. Every glance confuses. Kaia thought she knew love-until Rae turned away and Nova pulled her closer. Kaia wants Rae, but Nova won't let go. Every heartbeat, every secret glance, every stolen moment threatens to break her-and everyone she loves.

For Ethan, the roar of the crowd is second nature. As Oakwood High's quarterback, his life is football, and his closest confidante is Stacy, the spirited cheerleader who has always cheered the loudest for him. Ethan sees Stacy as the ultimate best friend, oblivious to the deeper feelings she harbors. Unbeknownst to him, Stacy's brother, Liam - a formidable presence on the very same football team - has also caught Ethan's eye. A shared look on the field, a lingering glance after the game, and the subtle currents of unspoken attraction begin to swirl, threatening to pull all three of them into a passionate and dangerous game of their own. Based on the song "Stacy's Brother" by the KING himself, Mad Tsai. i recommend the music video if u want an insight on what this might be about😗

Elena Keane. 5'6. Honey-blonde hair, killer green eyes. Cat eye sharp, legs longer than his self-control. Sweet to everyone-except the man she's forced to marry. She's confident. Manipulative. Always in control. Still a virgin-by choice, not innocence. And when he calls her El, she swears she doesn't feel a thing. (Lie.) Lucas Harrington. 6'2. Dark hair, darker secrets. Gold watch, sharp jaw, colder heart. Used to be the boy next door. Now? He's the man you marry to save your family... and the last one you should ever fall for. He's a flirt. A player. Polite, but never kind. And when he calls her El in that low, ruined voice- she remembers everything he pretends to forget. Bitter Taste of You is a slow-burn romance full of sharp tension and buried history-an enemies-to-lovers, second-chance arranged marriage where love was never part of the deal... until it starts to hurt.

[ONGOING] New chapters every Sunday! ---- What if the hardest part isn't falling in love, but believing someone might actually stay? Todd Bounsok has mastered the art of disappearing. Abandoned by his mom and emotionally neglected by his dad, he keeps his guard up. It's safer that way. Then there's Jack Arlington-golden boy, hockey player, the kind of guy who doesn't just notice you... he looks at you like he wants to. One spark at a college party turns into something neither of them expected. But as Todd pulls away and Jack tries to hold on, they're both forced to face the parts of themselves they've been running from. A slow-burn, angsty, and tender bxb romance about love, identity, and what it really means to stay.

The last time Ian was in California was the day the love of his life Jaķe Houser, was buried. Twelve years after Jake's death, Ian is no closer to recovery. Despite graduating with the highest recorded CGPA and being the youngest teaching assistant at Princeton University, Ian has no friends, drinks like a fish, is prone to crashing out, sleeps away his sorrows and has a pretty bad temper. Not to mention his weekend stash of weed. When Jake's murderer dies in prison and Ian is forced to go back to California to face the life he ran away from, Ian soon learns that you cannot outrun your own ghosts. As the ever present memories of Jake surround him and Hansel, a cute news reporter doing an investigative piece on Jake's death, starts to pull at his heart strings, Ian is about to discover that grief delayed is not grief denied.

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Mike is perfectly content with his calm, quiet life-until Jackson, his chaotic childhood rival, crashes back into it like an unwanted sequel. *********** Mike has always hated Jackson. Ever since elementary school, not a single day went by without Jackson breathing down his neck-interrupting and annoying the shit out of him. Needless to say, Mike was over the moon when he heard Jackson was transferring, and he wished to never see him again. Unexpectedly they meet again in high school. What started as old rivalry, petty pranks and a bet soon turned into something neither of them expected- and for a moment everything felt magical. Until circumstances forces them apart. But life has a unique way of rewriting stories. And love leads them back to pick up where they left off! #1boyxboyromance (24 September 2025)

A story of two enemies attached and captivated by lust and value. "You act like you can't stand me...But the moment I get my hands on you, you're like putty." 18-year-old Addison Westbrook swears up and down that he hates Oliver Beckett. Even with their occasional fucks, he calls him his enemy. Everyone needs someone that makes them feel admired and cherished. Oliver Beckett just happened to be Addison's person. What happens when they both get hooked, physically and emotionally? Contains smut #2 in Attached- 1/18/22🩰 #5 in Freethelbgt-2/4/22🤹🏾♀️ #4 in Queer-2/12/22👩🏾⚖️ #5 in Mxm-2/14/22🩰 #4 in Manxman-2/14/22🤹🏾♀️ #1 in Gayerotic-2/15/22👩🏾⚖️ #1 in enemieswithbenefits - 2/19/22🩰 #2 in pride- 2/19/22🤹🏾♀️ #2 in boyxboyromance- 2/21/22👩🏾⚖️ #2 in freethelgbt- 3/8/22🙋🏾♀️ #3 in queer - 3/10/22 🤹🏾♀ #1 in gaylove - 3/18/2022👩🏾⚖️ #4 in enemies-3/31/2022 🙋🏾♀️ #3 in lgbtrights- 4/6/2022🙋🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️ #2 in gaypride - 4/26/2022🙋🏾♀️💃🏾 #1 in mlm- 4/26/2022🙋🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️ #1 boyxboyromance- 5/12/2022🩰 #1 in teenromance- 6/23/2022🙎🏾♀️ #9 in gay- 6/23/2022👏🏾 #1 in freethelgbt -6/29/2022🙎🏾♀️ #1gayfiction -8/13/2022💃🏾 #1 in pride - 2/ 20/ 2023💃🏾🩰 It's still something ✋🏾 #21 in Bxb- 4/18/22