"I'm miserable and nobody even knows!"

Our story starts in New York, where eighteen year old Rose Sinclair made it a secret well kept from her parents that she no longer has any ambition to head to summer camp. Despite officially being an adult for months now, she still fears disappointing them even though she knows that she'll never live up to their expectations. It seems that the only exciting part about this summer camp in these woods is a singing competition that will be held there, and perhaps some familiar faces-from her former high school- that will accompany her in this brand new chapter of adulthood. While running around the woods all alone, she falls upon a rusted journal and she whimsically takes it into the care of her own bare hands. To her nonchalant surprise, the journal Rose finds contains the untold early life story of retro actress Briar Rosenberg- and these well-kept diary entries don't hold back Briar's secretive past. What she learns is shocking but also comforting to know that despite having grown up in a different timeframe, Briar wasn't all too different from Rose and her group of musical rebel friends. As for Briar Rosenberg, an aspiring actress she could've been, and a movie icon she became. Her longing dream to be a household name on the big screen didn't become reality until she was casted with fellow family friend and actor, Julius Phillips, for their 1954 live action "Sleeping Beauty" film. After all the critical acclaim and praise they received, Briar became Hollywood's next "it girl", being casted in all the major roles in Cinema. But it seems as nothing is as it truly seems... years later, after acting for so long in multiple movies, Briar has grown exhausted of her fame and is tainted by the illusions of the Hollywood lifestyle. There's only one person that her heart tenderly recalls on a daily basis, and it's the one person she can't have.

❝ 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 ❞ hi, it's me clara again and this time around i've decided to head forwards a new route in my songwriting- possibly a side of my songwriting you've never seen. you've probably read my heartbreak songs, and that's great, but i've moved on to a new chapter of my songwriting and there's truly nothing like this. i feel like i've begun again, but at the same time i'm going back to the basics. just know this feelings not rare, and i'm still figuring out this coming of age. it's all coming down like the aglow shore of the waterfall, whilst the moonlight reflects their light across. i'm not even trying to be poetic rn, i'm just simply referencing songs that you'll soon see and i'm so excited!! i really do hope you'll enjoy these, just like you enjoyed 'sweet misery'?! i've come a long way since then and there's so much new songs to come! STARTED: may 27th, 2023 COMPLETED: april 27th, 2024 REVIVED: november 27th, 2024

❝ 𝗢𝗵, 𝘀𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗮 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗲𝘁, 𝟭𝟮𝟯 𝘀𝗲𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗛𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘆𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗰, 𝗮𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗼𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗻 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗮𝘁 𝗦𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗲𝘁. 𝗔𝗿𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗰𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗰? ❞ Just another songbook written by me :)

❝ I take my denim jacket, wear rose colored lenses. Sun rising, I walk the streets-somewhere in Los Angeles.❞ ⤜♡→ songbook no.1 of my original lyrics for my future debut album ( tbr sometime 2030 or before?! ) + the EP before that, 'Heart Right Through Verdugo'. These set of songs are inspired by my travels in the city/county of Los Angeles while being the most heartbroken I've ever been. Life goes on. Live laugh love L.A. Bittersweet Rebeginnings are only a boulevard away ཐི♡ཋྀ ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ STARTING POINT: Somewhere in Los Angeles, CA ☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩ END OF THE TRAIL: Santa Monica, CA

❝Love looks great on the screen, press rewind and repeat, but what happens behind the scenes? Once the cameras off and the crowd is gone. Tell me, is love just a facade that looks good? Do you love me here in Hollywood? ❞

❝ 𝙄 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 ❞ ˚₊· 𝘐𝘕 𝘞𝘏𝘐𝘊𝘏 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘴𝘦 !! this isn't a theme shop btw. i just post random icons, wallpapers or aesthetics i've created and you are welcome to use them as long as you don't claim them as your own.