[UNEDITED] 'cause once you go without it, nothing else will do • • • "Why angel?" he asks, smiling, and I nod. "Cause you- you're my sweet creature and angels...angels are sweet creatures." My stomach flutters at his words. He did not only call me a sweet creature, but he also called me his. I don't think he noticed that but I did. I say the next words that come to my mind without thinking twice about them and not making any sense to him. "And you are my beautiful sunflower." • • • contains sexual content, minor drug/alcohol use