You are a 24 year old female struggling with mental health issues. Although of these problems, you try to be the best you, you can be. You haven't had a relationship in a while, you just want to find "the one". And who will that be? Will it be easy for this relationship? Who will get in the way? Will it end in true love or heartbreak? °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° "I'm not sure how to explain. Nothing bad has happened, I am doing well in life right now, but for some reason, I still don't feel... happy." I paused, trying to find the right way to word what I wanted to say. Y/n: "No matter what is going on around me, I can't find peace in my mind." °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° Tara: "Okay, guys, this is y/n!" Tara said as I stood awkwardly and waved. Although all of the people in the room were beautiful and kind some kind of intimidating, one caught my eye. He had long black hair with bangs that swooped to the side. °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° trigger warnings: Self harm eating problems Talk of mental health (maybe) sexual situations Body image Suicide Sexual Assault

Y/n turned 19 and is moving out of her parent's house to go live with her online bestfriend Tara Yummy. Tara is dating Jake Webber, he lives with Johnnie Guilbert. With being the shy and secluded person you are will you be able to make a move on Johnnie? What will be the outcome for Y/n and Johnnie?

❝𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰...𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶❞ - Alex g ★★★ || TW: BEER, YELLING, DEPRESSION. || "Johnnie make me understand what got you so mad that night. If you don't want to be with me, let me go, I need closure," She spoke with passion, and tears of her own started to slip down her cheeks and he stood there and was struck In the chest about the realness of this situation. He didn't know what to say to y/n, so he was stuck between sentences trying to find the right words. "Johnnie that was the most intense argument we ever had. I need an explanation. You said some cruel things to me, and I don't know if I can move past this without an explanation." "I- don't know." He held himself back, uncertainly in his tone, but deep down he knew the real reason. He had cut himself that night, deeper then he had ever done before. He also knew if he went into detail, that she'd understand, she wouldn't hold anything against him. He just couldn't bare in his mind that it would be an explanation, in his mind, it wasn't a reason to be mad, it was a way of gaining sympathy points, so he held back. "That's why we could never work, you can't even communicate with me Johnnie." Her words, laced with such potent venom, reverberated through the room, striking not only Johnnie but also herself. The sheer sourness and cruelty of her tone caught them both off guard. It was a bitter pill to swallow, realizing that she had unleashed such harshness upon him, words she never thought she would utter in her lifetime. The bitterness and cruelty were unfamiliar to her, but love has a way of unearthing our deepest truths. Johnnie made the painful decision to walk away, leaving her in a deafening silence that echoed their shattered connection. 'I can't wait for you.' ★★★ STARTED: October 7th, 2023 FINISHED: October 17, 2023 ★★★

Jake Webber, ah yes you're brother and Johnnie Guilbert's friend. ♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤ A chill Day at your house with Jake and Johnnie, Johnnie likes you, you like him. A Johnnie guilbert x reader.

|| MATURE THEMES|| ♟ ❝𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧, 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞. 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲.❞ - March 14, 2012 by awfultune ♟ ✪✪✪✪ when I saw her, it felt like the world made sense again. ✫✫✫✫ His eyes scanned the room, and then, 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘩𝘦𝘳. He was out of words as he watched her dance on the table, she was a bit uncoordinated, but she looked beautiful. He didn't know if it was the weed that filled the room and got to him, but his thoughts were sounding as loud as a hornets nest. Her beautiful hair kept flipping from side to side as her body moved to the rhythm of the music. Her movements were so graceful, he couldn't peel his eyes away, he didn't want to stop her. He felt utterly ashamed of thinking those thoughts for a girl he just met. He can't talk to girls, especially girls as pretty as y/n. But that's when he knew, 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳. ✫