Jules Hart returns to the psychiatric ward, her life has fallen apart once again. She had it under control. Or was it all just her imagination? She encounters trials and tribulations with her eating disorder recovery, being forced into situations like no other; ending in painful repercussions and unhealthy coping mechanisms. After deciding she no longer wants help, Jules escapes the psychiatric ward; resulting in her attempting to take her own life. The consequence of her actions, broke Tom's heart in the process, all the while he held her sick body. Her life has led her down the path of having to recover from not only the torturous eating disorder, but the addictive self harm and torment of the suicidal ideation. Let's just hope Jules gets her happy ending... ~ "GET OFF ME! GET THE HELL OFF ME! I DON'T LIKE BEING TOUCHED! GET THE FUCK OFF ME. TOM PLEASE HELP ME. TOM! PLEASE GET THEM OFF ME. I'M SO SCARED!" Jules's fragile body was making a forceful connection with the cold and unsympathetic ground. Her bloodline exiting and tainting her body and all of the surroundings. Her painful and emotional screams echoed the white corridor, while Jules's body shook and shivered, and dizzy spells with blurry covered eyes; forced her body and mind to experience a feeling of disconnection. The fit of fear that swirled in the pit of Jules's stomach made her head jolt violently side to side, along with front and back; causing her forehead to strike the floor. ~TW: Eating disorder, suicide and self harm mentioned throughout~

𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲/𝐧'𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭-𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬/𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐬.

(Complete) After Seren is assaulted by someone in her friend group, she begins to fall deeper into the depths of her depression. No one seems to notice, except for the former bad boy and his friends. "Seriously, this is probably the best book I've read on Wattpad." -@dowries "I thought you were bluffing in the description but dang, you got me. Ima say- this truly is one of the best books on Wattpad." -@jamzeverywhere "Easily the best book I have ever read and I'm not exaggerating." - @purelyaureila "Simultaneously shattered me and put me back together, one of the best things I've ever read. Didn't think I could love two characters so deeply." -@imswriting "If I was ever to reread a book- it would be this one." -@thethotpocket "This is my favourite book! I would pay literal money just to continue to experience these characters!" - @sapphhhireee Spin Offs: Notice Me, and Trust Me *****

Tyler a girl who has high functioning autism and is also diabetic has spent almost her entire life in foster care. Out of no where her and her twin brother Greyson are adopted at the age of 17 by a gay couple who happen to have eight other kids. She has never been interested in relationships and honestly doesn't quite understand them. They start at a new school and Greyson instantly makes friends with one of his new brothers friends. Tyler does like she always has and keeps away from making friends or love interests. But then over Thanksgiving break Tyler catches the eye of one of Greyson's new friends. James is about the definition of gentleman, he's a high-school football star who's going to go to law school to follow in his parents footsteps. He finds a liking to his new friends sister, with her brothers permission of course he takes her out on a date and it takes off from there. Follow allong as Tyler and James try and figure out their interesting relationship with bumps (more like giant pot holes) along the way. Currently #1 in autism

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Taylor Swift just got out of a seven year relationship - it was time to go, she knew it in her bones, but still... her pillows were stained with tears. She'd never imagined herself sleeping alone again, living alone, eating alone or crying alone ever again. Life works in funny ways, and it can take you to places that you never expect. She's surprised when a visit to the hospital to visit a friend leads her down a road she thought wasn't meant for her. A child. An eight-year-old little girl with bruises on her wrists and scratches on her cheeks. An eight-year-old little girl named Eloise, who's never known a warm touch or soup when she's sick, or soft toys. Taylor, in learning how to make herself shimmer after only shining with someone else for seven years, has the privilege to help a little girl sparkle for the first time. A little girl who loves her for who she is, not her relationship status, or the things she keeps hidden away. A little girl who loves her even further than saturn.

Gaia, is a six year old girl. After being abused by her drug addict mother after she was born, she ended up blind. When Gaia's Aunt and Uncle find out their niece was in foster care, they go through adoption process. Gaia has multiple medical problems along with being blind. Everyday is a struggle for her and her family. She watches her older brothers, Enzo, Lucien, and Aspen enjoy the world while she's stuck in the darkness. How does Gaia manage? How does she navigate the world? Will she ever fit in? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I actually started writing this late one night and just went with it. This one will have updates multiple times a week but not everyday like my other two books. (Nobody talks about how hard it is to write a blind character lol) As with all my other books, I make sure to proofread and edit each chapter. Feel free to point out mistakes as you see them. Leave comments and suggestions too! Much love ~Blu

Life seems to hand Gracie one bad deal after the other, and she knows things will only worsen before they get better. After escaping a few nasty situations, she finds herself in the care of the Tucker family, and they show her what that life can be more than just surviving. Trigger warnings for the following: Self harm Suicidal ideation and references to suicide SA/R*pe Abuse and violence Toxic relationships The Tucker Family is inspired by the fosters and so are some of the story points, I'm obsessed with that show and always imagined other types of characters in that world/family. Each chapter is named after a Taylor Swift song and there are other Taylor Swift-related references throughout, find them all for a prize! Just kidding there's no prize but let me know how many you notice!

~BOOK 1~ When Taylor fell in love, she always fell hard. The public opinions have criticized her on her short-lived relationships, which influenced her to no longer have relationships, especially publicly. Things stayed like that for a while; wake up, write songs, go back home to an empty house, repeat. All that changes when she meets y/n, who seems to be the spark in Taylor's life that she desperately needed.

Taylor's goddaughter is in trouble - can Taylor help her before it's too late?