this story is about a girl who struggles going through life because of her mental health, but what happens when johnnie guilbert walks into her life? ❌ !!! WARNING !!! ❌ this story contains self harm, depression, suicide thoughts and strong language. if you feel triggered with topics such as these ones, you should choose another book to read. ‼️ this was my first ever fan fiction and it's pretty cringe and bad, so keep that in mind lol

You are a 24 year old female struggling with mental health issues. Although of these problems, you try to be the best you, you can be. You haven't had a relationship in a while, you just want to find "the one". And who will that be? Will it be easy for this relationship? Who will get in the way? Will it end in true love or heartbreak? °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° "I'm not sure how to explain. Nothing bad has happened, I am doing well in life right now, but for some reason, I still don't feel... happy." I paused, trying to find the right way to word what I wanted to say. Y/n: "No matter what is going on around me, I can't find peace in my mind." °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° Tara: "Okay, guys, this is y/n!" Tara said as I stood awkwardly and waved. Although all of the people in the room were beautiful and kind some kind of intimidating, one caught my eye. He had long black hair with bangs that swooped to the side. °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° trigger warnings: Self harm eating problems Talk of mental health (maybe) sexual situations Body image Suicide Sexual Assault

Y/n loves this YouTuber named Johnnie Guilbert he has noticed her many times on live and even liked and also replied to so many of her comments. At her lowest, she just watches him until she feels better. One day everything changed when she went to Downtown LA on a warm fall day... ☆•º・☆Extra: ↓ Some smut parts ⚠️Warnings: Drinking, Swearing, Se✖︎, Fighting, Abuse (not with Johhnie read to find out tho)

this is just a love story between y/n (fem reader) and johnnie guilbert i see very few ones so i thought id make one im not fucking shakespeare so don't expect anything brilliant (set 1 english tho 😋) im british so some words might not make sense to you americans but whatever