"you hate me," nicholas whispers, lips brushing against his pulse, feeling the way it races. his grip tightens around euijoo's waist, possessive. "because i make you weak." euijoo should be furious. should shove him away. should press the gun deeper and remind himself that this is war, that this isn't a game, that nicholas is the reason for the blood on his hands, the scars on his body, the weight in his chest that never goes away. but nicholas is so warm. and euijoo is so cold. so he kisses him back. (or: euijoo never thought he'd see nicholas again-until the day he's sent to hunt him down. now, standing on opposite sides of a war, with a gun between them, euijoo realizes too late- nicholas was never just another criminal. and he was never just another enforcer. )

"I was always here for you. I kept it all inside that I always loved you." |NICHOLAS FANFICTION| Started: 23 February, 2025 Finished: 26 November, 2025 Yours Jen #1 yudai #1 kandteam #1 euijoo #1 fuma #1 andteamff #3 andteam #4 yuma #7 nicholas

A long distance relationship between Euijoo and Nicholas 📍South Korea, Seoul ⁀➴ 📍Taiwan, Taipei

Euijoo thought babysitting the neighbor's twins would be simple. He wasn't expecting their older half-brother to show up in the middle of the night. Nicholas has always put his siblings first, but he's not used to sharing them with a boy who seems too good to be true. Euijoo just wants to keep things easy and professional, even when Nicholas sits too close and watches him like he's something Nicholas can't quite figure out. Between bedtime routines, whispered conversations, and lingering touches in the dim light of the living room, the line between "babysitter" and "something more" starts to blur. Now Euijoo isn't sure what's scarier: falling for Nicholas, or finding out Nicholas might feel the same way. Also posted on AO3 ~Updates will be sporadic ~on rotation as I'm currently writing 3 stories at the moment. Enjoy!

"You know I love you, right?" "I know" "...And love isn't real if they hurt you, right?" This is so angsty I'm sorry💔💔

what the title says ... Read premise.

He feel first, AND he fell harder From childhood bickering to Post-adolescence longing which is full of great natural tension, rage-baiting element, and rollercoaster ride of feelings. A slow tug-of-war between two boys who have been together from forever to ever. 16 Chapters, New Update every Sunday