[ON HOLD] Seonghwa has always wanted one thing from his life. Okay, maybe two, but he can survive even if he can't fulfill both. Ever since he was young, he has always dreamed about finding his soulmate and living a happy life with them, build a family and be happy. When he finally does find it, however, he is shocked to find out that they're... different. They're a human.

Seonghwa decided to go on holiday with his friends to take some time to relax and let loose a little, enjoy his summer without thinking too much. Little did he know he would meet a... peculiar group of friends, and maybe one of them would come to mean a little more than just a friend to him.

The perfect time, the perfect atmoshpere, those things don't exist. It's someone and their actions that eventually make them perfect. If a person keeps waiting for the perfect moment, then they are going to wait their whole life for something that will never come. Inspired by a comment I left on a friend's story^^

The members are exausting. Hongjoong is exausting. Seonghwa just wants to be the one taken care of for once.

Hongjoong has a crush. That guy, the one with the black hair and the undercut. The one slightly taller than him, well, a few centimeter actually. That guy who lived just one apartment over on the right. Same building, same floor, same hallway. But if was impossible for a guy like him not to be straight right? *** Seonghwa had lived there for a little over two years now. He had made a few friends but he couldn't bring himself to talk to the one person he really wanted to know. He was too embarassed. So he decided on a different approach.

Seonghwa was just a simple guy trying to have some fun in a bar on a Friday night. He didn't expect there to be live music, nor to be captivated by the most beautiful singer he'd ever seen. [Please don't mind the errors, I don't know what I'm doing.] Other ships: -WooSan -YunGi -JongSang These ships won't be just side ships but they will be quite relevant for the whole story so if you don't like them I suggest you don't read this.

It's funny how fate works right? He used to like him in highschool but he never had the courage to walk up to him. He really thought his feelings had disappeared until they met again on an April night and he wasn't the coward he used to be anymore.

In the darkness that is his life, what happens when Seonghwa meets someone that's everything he can't afford to be? What happens when he is forced back out of his shell, showing his true color? Because Hongjoong might be both the worst and the best thing that ever happened in Seonghwa's life.

Hongjoong was wandering around the empty library, looking through books to find one that might sparkle his interest. "What's that?" "Is this a note?" "was this inside the book?" A soft smile appeared on his lips as he read through the sweet message. He was quick to grab a pen and a piece of paper from his backpack and scribble something down before putting the book back on the shelf where it belonged. {short chapters}

Seonghwa texts the wrong number, not knowing what he is getting himself into. Hongjoong has been Seonghwa's crush for over a year now but the older never had the courage to go up and talk to him. One day he finds himself sick so he asks Yunho, his bestfriend, for the notes. Unfortunately Yunho too is at home sick, so he send Seonghwa Yeosang's number. But Yunho mispelled the number, so instead of texting Yeosang, Seonghwa finds himself texting a random student of their university. -this is mostly text -I am in no means good at writing so this will be shitty asf!!<33-