[COMPLETED] Logan and I were the nerds of Whitney High but it's not like we cared. I was his other half and he was mine. Best friends - we called each other. Life got rough and horrible people came barrelling in. Logan and I made a decision, and that was to date each other. No real feelings, though, we just pretended because single people are perceived as boring, right? We were out for more friends but we ended up somewhere else. Situations took a dangerous turn and I found myself falling harder and harder. Until... I fell in love with my best friend. [Book Trailer by @ChristinaAnnRiley: https://youtu.be/VSXGmkB2JVI ] [Cover: @iiNoxii] [Previously known as 'My Pretend Boyfriend']

••• This is a story about a girl. A girl who lied all too well. One who was bored, pretty, and sad. A girl who mastered the art of pretending. Pretending since she was a little girl. The problem with playing pretend is that it gets boring. As a kid, you love it. But as you grow older, you grow tired of it. Not only that, you start to doubt what's pretend and what's not. What's worse than a girl who lies all the time to others? A girl who lies to herself even more. Blair Knight, the queen of pretending to be something she's not. She's tired of pretending to be the perfect girl, she's tired of pretending she's fine with her boring life. She wants to escape it. And he helps her escape it. The boy. The school's most loved. The one who can see past the mask Blair keeps up. The one who is deeply in love with a girl. A girl who's love was toxic but strong, always pulling him back in. This girl isn't Blair. Blair wakes up with a feeling. A feeling that sparks ideas in her head. She wants a life of excitement, a life of regrets. And thanks to Grayson, she gets one. But someone should of reminded Blair of the warning. Be careful what you wish for. Because Blair gets more regrets than she's bargain for. She started off hating Grayson. But you know what they say, there's a fine line between love and hate. And Blair? She likes to dances on it. •••

It's the first day of June's senior year and everything is already going wrong. Her first boyfriend and supposedly love of her life dumps her for someone else, her heart is broken and feels like it won't ever heal again and her best friend makes her join the most unnecessary club on earth to help her find new friends she most definitely does not need. Still. New chances are for new beginnings, right? Instead of falling into a deep dark pit of self pity (however tempting that may sound), all of this betrayal ends up leading her to the best friends she's ever had and the most exciting school year of her life. Oh - and a whole new fake boyfriend, to get some revenge on that idiot who dumped her. And who knows. Maybe even more.

𝘝𝘢𝘦! 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦. I looked down at her sleeping form and kissed her forehead. I know she just loves forehead kisses. Correction, 'my' forehead kisses. Taking a last look at her, I left the room. "𝘋𝘦𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴. 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬." 𝘋𝘦𝘶𝘴! I wrapped up my work and sighed. I needed her. She is not my drug. She's my spine. My Spinal cord. She gives me support and makes me feel alive. She's my senses. My everything. --- It wasn't good, was it? I'm really bad at descriptions, BUT can you give my book a chance? But the book is good. I promise Also, this is NOT a mafia book. y'all add it in that list and confuse me. TW: The book contains abuse, sexual abuse, and assault. Please proceed with care. I may haven't put warnings. I'll put it once I go back to it ------- STARTED- 22nd OCTOBER 2021 ENDED- 17th DECEMBER 2022 #1 in anxiety attacks = 05/03/2022 #1 in sa. #1 in adorable = 22/12/2021 #1 gloves = 15 jan '22 [1k votes = 24 jan 2022] [4.0 - 15k reads = 10 jan 2022] [- 30.6k reads = 13 feb 2022] [- 40.2k reads = 9 march 2022]

"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little. I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life. I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain." ......................................................................................... "Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? " He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again. "Eva are you even listening to me?" Noah asked moving his face closer. From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real. His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them. No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time. "No" I answer and walked away from him. .............................................................

Two childhood best friends made a deal two years ago to have a steamy and secret relationship without any commitment involved despite the fact of them hating each other but full of sexual chemistry for one another. They call it quits after time but these types of relationships never end well. He needed her more than air itself. He was her breath of fresh air as up coming up from the water. They were never meant to be and they knew it, yet they continue to search for one another in every other person that crossed their path. Don't be fooled not every romance story is a story of love. Almost always heartbreak needs to play a part. - - - "If it's the right person there is no wrong time"

Becca Adams has a plan:- 1) Survive Senior Year with as little drama as possible - so far that was working 2) Ensure that her mother remains alive 3) Graduate When her father died three years ago, Becca was forced to grow up, quickly. Her mother had a nervous breakdown and now acts like she's the teenager. But other than having to take care of her adult mother her life was going just as she had planned. She craved the stability and control that her planning gave her. So much of her life she felt like she had no control over things so she left nothing to chance. So what happens when a stupid school assignment puts her in close proximity with Jack O'Connor one of the hottest guys at her school? Becca knows Jack, he's a playboy. And she knows this because she lives in the same apartment building she does and sees the bevy of girls he parades around. Nothing good can come from this and she is determined to keep her distance from a boy who may just break her into un-fixable pieces this time. But the more Becca tells him that she wants nothing to do with him the more intrigued he is with her.

Kate has finally reached her senior year, the last year of high school life. She was looking forward to it because this is the year where everything will be put up as a good and last memory of high school. Until, her mother decided to go out of the city and moved her into a different school that she didn't even agreed on. Her life starts to turn into nothing but a mess. She was completely invisible on the current school that she was enrolled in. She feels as if her last year of high school life is not worth remembering. Not that she was expecting, she accidentally met the campus' playboy of their school. She doesn't want to get involved of any of him but the playboy insisted that he wants to be her friend? What will her high school life turned out to be? It all started in just one tiny accident. An accident that me and him, fell in love.

Meet Avril. Two years after her parents' death and she's still struggling with her emotions towards them. When Dallas shows up at her school, Avril hates him. She immediately points out how obvious it is that he's self conceited. Her friends, however, are quick to point out that there's a thin line between love and hate. So what happens when Dallas is suddenly thrown into her life? What happens when Avril ends up spilling her life story to him and then kisses him? And this does happen more than once. Boyfriends, brothers, friends, feelings, and high school. What could go wrong?

It's nothing like you imagine. Please give it a chance. ✷✷✷✷ She smacked my head. I smacked her head. She stuck out her tongue. I stuck out my tongue. "You two are so cute? Are you her boyfriend?" Cheryl asked with her mouthful. "Oh what... Nooo!" I cried out and she chuckled briefly as a blush crept her face. ____________ There is always this best friend, we look up to, we fight with and we banter with! Let's just say we all just need that one person who keeps you from falling and drowning real hard and yet somehow we don't know how it is the anything but friendship. ARE THEY JUST BEST FRIENDS??? Meet Sarah Adams - The beautiful girl with equally beautiful soul and genuine set of friends making way in her life and now, meet Zack Pearson- coming from the rich family not at all snobby but a little bit cocky. They are the best friends of LAKEWOOD HIGH with a little bit of sass in their life. They are the normal outgoing teenagers with their perception of relationships, fight and drama. Let Sarah Adams and Zack Pearson find this out on their own if they are just best friends. _______ WARNING: [English is not my first language. Mistakes are bound to happen, read at your own risk. I would appreciate if you take your time in this story with me. ] I promise to keep you entertained. WORD COUNT Between 65000-70000 words. #191 in relatable ~ 08/10/2020 #187 in relatable ~ 15/10/2020 #177 in relatable ~ 20/10/2020 #161 in relatable ~ 21/10/2020 #133 in relatable ~ 24/10/2020 #128 in relatable ~ 02/11/2020 #119 in relatable ~ 03/11/2020