WARNING: this takes place after the second book about Ilya and Shane by Rachel Reid. If you haven't read the books 'heated rivalry' and 'the long game' you might not understand this storyline. Two years after their wedding, Shane and Ilya both decided that it's time for them to start their own family. They knew it was gonna be a long process, but they knew they'd face it together. And then... there were Maeve and Elli. While Elli was a happy Child, singing all the frozen songs while walking to kindergarten, Maeve was her sisters opposite. And she was NOT a child anymore. She wouldn't bother to stay at the hollanovs for long. She knew, it'd only be a matter of time for them to pick Elli but not Maeve.

Why wasn't anyone noticing? Was it not obvious he was sad? How come nobody had realised when George only wore long sleeves? What would it take for them to see he needed help? He wanted help. He needed help. How could he get it without asking - because asking was scary and he would do anything besides ask. Even if it tore him apart. Then someone realised. #1 ❣️georgenotfound - 28/10/21 #1 ❣️eatingdisorder - 28/09/21 #1 ❣️ selfharmawareness - 09/10/21 #1 ❣️angst - 15/10/21 #2 ❣️dnf - 29/10/21 #3 ❣️karlnap - 07/10/21 #3 ❣️dreamnotfound - 17/10/21 #7 ❣️sapnap - 30/10/21 #7 ❣️dreamwastaken - 30/10/21 #9 ❣️dreamnotfound - 15/10/21 #10❣️georgenotfound - 25/10/21 #13❣️dream - 28/10/21 -finished 08/10/21- - cover by li-wri (tumblr) or liwri_art (insta) -