****I DO NOT PROMOTE SELF-HARM OR EATING DISORDERS**** *****MAY BE TRIGGERING*****

"Why do you do that?" he gulps. I feel my breath hitch in my throat. "It helps me keep control of the I way feel inside." "Promise you'll never do this again?" he asks. "Promise," I say, hiding my two chubby fingers that are crossed behind my back. ⚠️TW⚠️ eating disorders, sexual assault, self harm, suicide attempts, body dysmorphia. Do not read if you are sensitive to these topics. ⚠️