Since having woken up with amnesia, Jihoon's whole world has turned kind of grey. He feels like he's losing it where he's at, living at home with all his favorite people and feeling like a total stranger - so he leaves. Buys a ticket and takes the first train out to his family's old country home. He needs time alone, he thinks, time away from everyone and everything. The world doesn't care about his agenda, though, and neither does Soonyoung. The two meet and Jihoon can't help getting strung along with the other boy, and little by little, he starts to realize that maybe being alone wasn't what he really needed. (in which jihoon is super angsty n sad and soonyoung comes along to make him feel better - but there's a little more to the story than he knows)

If you were to ask Soonyoung, he'd tell you that love - romantic, mind you - is a sham. It never works, it's a waste of time, there's no point in trying. If you were to ask Soonyoung, he'd tell you he's perfectly happy without the added stress. Oh, but Jihoon? He's really pretty, Soonyoung would be lying if he said he wasn't, and he's so kind. Interesting and talented, too, maybe, with a little extra something that's enough to make Soonyoung's heart beat fast. He can't say he's ever met someone like that, before. Jihoon makes lovely pictures with his lovely paints. Jihoon lets Soonyoung watch him, sometimes. Jihoon can make art out of nothing, and maybe that applies to more than just a blank canvas.

So, they broke up. A while ago. Jihoon thinks he remembers it hurting for a while, a dull ache pulsing purple on the softest parts of his heart, but in time, he healed. They both took the heartbreak of their experience, packed it into a box and left it locked up in their respective closets, never to be looked upon. Old wounds that neither of them could afford opening up again. Or, that's what Jihoon had thought. Soonyoung never was one to get rid of old habits so easily.

Minghao has everything he needs. He's gorgeous. Popular. Athletic. Smart. And that's just the tip of the iceberg. But if you dare to dive into the icy waters, you'll discover things that he desperately tries to drown. Things that rip him to pieces and destroy who he is. After a surprise seating arrangement places Minghao next to fellow foreigner, Wen Junhui, and as his secrets threaten to break the surface of the frigid sea, Minghao struggles to hide himself, and hide his growing feelings for the older boy, while attempting to prevent imminent catastrophes that are sneaking up on him, day after day. Follow the journey Minghao takes, and watch as he encounters self worth, care, and love. ***TRIGGER WARNINGS*** Eating disorders, mental illness, verbal abuse, alcoholism, hospital visits, some homophobic language. Word count: 22,224. THIS STORY IS ALSO ON ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN UNDER THE SAME TITLE.

Vampire's Mate #5 Lee Jihoon has plenty going for him: he's good-looking, he's a doctor, he's... well, that's kind of it. And true, the citizens of Hyde Park think he's a sleaze and a dud and make sure to let him know it. And no, he doesn't have any real friends or family members who don't drive him up the wall. But that's fine, right? Until the day his standing massage appointment ends not with a tip, but with a bite. Vampire Soonyoung x Doctor Jihoon

"Hey, Jihoon. My name is Soonyoung, I am here to take care of you." "..." "You don't have to talk. I am just here to tell you that I will be taking care of you, and be giving you a nice home." A wild animal, feared, yet known as a pet for research. Masks hid the true woe, and it will need to be unmasked to be tamed. Someone will need to tame the beast that is known to be dangerous, but only needs a cure for its own anguish. Lee Jihoon x Kwon Soonyoung -Trigger Warnings (violence, self-harm, disorders)- -Updated- -Side Ships- -BoyxBoy- -Patient/Psychiatrist AU- x C O M P L E T E D O N 7.4.19 x

❝ you're going to regret doing that, american boy. ❞ ⇀ 2019/08/17 - 2019/09/29 ↽

Jihoon's got a starlit heart and a laugh that sounds like Saturn, and Soonyoung is painfully besotted. Or, the one where Soonyoung is a space / astrology enthusiast who's head over heels for his best friend.

Hoshi loves to talk and laugh, which is something Woozi finds it difficult to do. •••• "He made me warm and that scared me, but I like it" Cover: Thai bl film- feel good to say goodbye

❝ i'm seeing ϲοℓοяѕ... ❞ ➳ the world is a dull black and white until you meet your ѕουℓмατє eye-to-eye. jihoon did not like it at first, but soonyoung just might change his mind soon enough. ❥ sᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴀᴜ! κωοи ѕοοиγουиg + ℓєє נιнοοи ― © 2019 ⚠ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴ v̸u̸l̸g̸a̸r̸ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ★彡 •. • * °• . ✧ нιgнєѕτ яαиκιиgѕ ✧ junhao ➵ #1 [ 190220 ] soonhoon ➵ #1 [ 190302 ] seoksoo ➵ #1 [ 190302 ] meanie ➵ #1 [ 190415 ] howoo ➵ #3 [ 190301 ] hozi ➵ #1 [ 190313 ] hoshi ➵ #1 [ 190313 ] woozi ➵ #2 [ 190327 ]