This isn't one continuous story. It doesn't stay in a single place, or follow a straight line from beginning to end. Instead, it moves - through cities, through years, through different versions of what our life could look like. Each chapter is a new setting. A new stage. A new possibility. In one, we're meeting after months apart, pretending the distance never touched us. In another, we're building a home somewhere we once only talked about over late-night calls. Sometimes it's something simple - grocery shopping together, sitting on a balcony after a long day, arguing about nothing and laughing five minutes later. Other times, it's the bigger plans - careers, responsibilities, growing into the people we're still becoming. In reality, she's my girlfriend. But in my mind, she's already my wife - not because we rushed anything, not because we're pretending, but because when I think about the future, she's already there. The decision feels made. The rest is just time. This book is a collection of the dreams I tell her about. The plans we make. The "one day" conversations that deserve more than disappearing inside a message thread. It's romance, yes - but it's also intention. Growth. Patience. Building something slowly and meaning it. Every chapter changes. The place changes. The circumstances change. But one thing never does. No matter the timeline, no matter the version of us, no matter how far apart we are right now - it's always her. It's always us.

❝𝑨 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 - 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉. 𝑻𝒘𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅, 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌. 𝑨 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒚 - 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍. 𝑰𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆. 𝑰𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒂 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅, 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒏. 𝑰𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔, 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒆. 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒕, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍, 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 - 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍, 𝒄𝒓𝒖𝒆𝒍, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒍.❞

Hey you. Yeah, you. This isn't your typical glow-up story. No popular girl makeover, no high school crush drama (unless you count the one I have on all 7 BTS members). It's just me - Shashabear. A soft-chaotic, K-pop daydreamer with unfinished homework, big feelings, and a talent for turning tiny moments into full-blown Wattpad chapters. Inside this diary: ✏️ Things I was definitely supposed to be studying 💭 Deep overthinking about random life stuff at 2AM 🎶 BTS lyrics that hit harder than actual life lessons 💌 Cute chaos, soft spirals, and way too many playlists I don't have school crushes. I have bias wreckers, romantic delusions, and a dream to live inside a fanfiction. This isn't just a diary. It's my cozy little mess. Click in, grab a blanket, and welcome to the chaos. It's beautiful here. ☁️🧸💜 "Based on true events & occasional emotional damage. Read with snacks."

a night of late calls, soft glam, glittery nails, and dancing through the mess. the hair didn't go as planned. the mic didn't work. but the smile stayed. not perfect - but so perfectly me. 💜 #softgirlchaos #sweet16vibes

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Enemies to lovers Draco Malfoy x Harry Potter わーい！。 ──────────── ᰔᩚ

A scholarship girl from Busan. A college full of secrets. A cold, rich heartthrob. And a best friend who's just as mysterious. Lee So Hee thought college would be about classes, friends, and maybe a little fun. But when a zombie apocalypse crashes the party, everything changes. With her cousin Nayeon by her side, Kim Taehyung-the charming, rich bestie-and Jeon Jungkook-the cold, untouchable heartthrob-watching from different corners, So Hee's world flips upside down. Can they survive the chaos of college and the undead? Or will secrets, danger, and unexpected feelings pull them apart? Get ready for a wild ride full of sass, laughs, and apocalypse-level drama. Welcome to Lee So Hee's world.