You've been sad all your life because of the violence you've experienced from people outside your small apartment that meant everything to you, until you met the person you thought was the happiest. He finally made you laugh.

She only comes out in the rain. He wants to see her again. Will it work if he makes it rain blood? Feitan has a crush on a girl who he only sees in the rain. Is she a ghost? A demon? Or just a little bit odd? Read as he tries to find her, woo her and figure out just what makes her tick.

With Feitan badly hurt, Phinks deftly kidnaps a healer: you. Your life then becomes forcibly tangled with that of the Phantom Troupe, especially with Feitan's. The focus is on the relationship between reader and Feitan, but most of the Troupe will be along for the ride. We get to follow Feitan and the troupe from the middle of the Chimera ant arc, until just after the Dark Continent. I will touch on canon events, but most of the story will be 'original' content. Plenty of smut, a fair bit of torture (Fei is the MC after all), and a lot of found family fluff between Troupe members. ⚠️Trigger warnings; explicit sex, graphic violence, and mentioned past SA.⚠️ ***** 'You rest,' Feitan said pointing to the bed, but as you tried to walk past him he held out an arm, trapping you between him and the wall. You were too exhausted to be scared so you just looked him in the face, waiting for him to let you pass. His eyes were almond-shaped, you noted, and a deep but cold gray, but most surprisingly; they were at the same height as your own. His aura was so strong that you had not noticed how short he was until now. It was a relief not having to look up at somebody for once. 'No run, ok?' he cautioned. 'You run, I hurt you.'