When Isobela London starts a list of things she wished Lucas- the boy she has loved since seventh grade- knew, she never imagined he'd find it. But now with her missing, he finds her journal and reads the list, one thing per day. Lucas finds out that the girl he thought he knew isn't that girl at all. Isobela isn't what she seems to be, with so much potential hidden beneath that shy facade. Can Lucas see the girl he should be with, or stay with Halli- Isobela's ex-best friend ? In this story Lucas finds that Halli isn't so sweet and caring after all, and maybe, just maybe Isobela is the girl he's been looking for all along.

It will be written as a series of journal entries. Through the entries you get a peek into the life of Blue, a 16 year old girl contemplating suicide. Life just isn't how Blue envisioned. With no friends, a grim outlook on life, hidden secrets, parents that ignore her, and a twin sister that blames her for everything, Blue just doesn't see any point in living, that is until she meets Dorian. Can Dorian convince Blue that her life is special? Will he be the one to save her.