This was made centuries ago. Okay, last year, but my writing has improved so if you want to read some cringey shit read this lol. "Why am I such a Fuck up?" "You're not," "If I wasn't the love of my life would love me back!" He didn't know what to do anymore, it seems as everything's gone down the fucking drain for him. He can never have a smile on his face without feeling like he's forcing something on him. He knows he's a disgusting faggot who's gay and he doesn't really give two shits when he's high and taking heroin to take away the pain which is life. He doesn't give a fuck when he's slicing his wrists feeling blue in his blood. He doesn't really give a fuck about anything anymore, just the littlest things like the fans and his band mates. They don't know about his secret that has somehow fucked up his life. He gives a shit about one thing though Luke Hemmings. And it's hard to know that the one thing you care about, you can't have. When Luke finds out about this, he didn't know he's the source of the pain, it hurts him so much knowing that he wants to help him, but while he's helping him it's destroying Ashton more.

In the basement of Ocean Bay High School, there is a secret operation of nerds, geeks, and basically anyone with a 4.0 grade average. Students with high IQ's can work down in the basement, using their smarts to make money. A rich student, who isn't doing good in school can buy a nerd, and the nerd will do all their homework for them. Ocean Bay High School is one of the most expensive high schools in all of Australia. In fact, the only reason Ashton Irwin could afford to go was a scholarship. He was one of the smartest kids there, so getting a spot in the basement wasn't difficult. The difficult part was Luke Hemmings, the rich brat who buys Ashton. - "What's your name?" "Ashton Irwin." "Aw, cutie pie Irwin."

"What if I have a tiny crush on a guy who doesn't even know I exist? How do I get his attention?" Ashton finally gets it, but not in a way he thought he'd get it. WARNING: Anorexia, One Direction Other pairing(s): Larry, Malum Cover: kaitlin_ida_maree Dom!Luke © 2014 iCheeseYou

Ashton lost his vision and hearing. The only thing that makes him smile is touching Luke.

"Love will always be a stronger bond then blood, Ashton."

"Who are you?" All Rights Reserved.© WriteDrunk 2014. Completed.

All Ashton wishes for is to be normal.

Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }

Luke's past has been a tragic blur, and despite an army of social workers who say everyone deserves a chance, Luke isn't sure he ever deserved one. And maybe he says Ashton's annoying, but then again, maybe Ashton treats him a little more human than he expected.