"What the fuck is that on your arm?" JJ asks me with a tear rolling down his cheek. "Oh fuck off JJ. It's not like you cared before everything happened between us." An enemies to lovers book with trigger warnings. Mentions of self-harm, abuse, rape etc.

Ryker, the new kid in school, meets Casper after he's been beaten up. Thanks to an art project they soon become close and both of them reveal secrets that no one else knows, family troubles, self harm and bullying. Their lives are both completely wrecked... Can they change that together and finally find... Love?