He was there. He was making me crazy every time he was around. That night was probably the worst of all in my entire life. I met the real monster, the one i fell in love with. Well at least i thought he was a monster. I am Lilly, "No one will hurt you, as long as i breathe" he would whisper in my ear, after he did it himself. My mind was only about him. Him, him and him only. I hated Bill Kaulitz. I really did. But his attractive look, the movement of his body, the way he looked at me, his voice, made me loose control over my own mind and i hated myself for that. He ruined my life and there was no chance to make it different. "As long as you don't understand that you are mine, i won't stop". He was dangerous and i clearly knew that, but what can i do - 20 years old woman trying to escape from the real devil, but at the same time having feelings for him. He would torture, humiliate and even kill innocent people just for entertainment. He was sick for enjoying seeing people suffer. "You and me till the end of the world". Trigger warning: Some scenes might contain murder, blood, sex scenes, cursing, suicide attempts. Please understand that this book is not based on ANY real actions and the characters in the book are NOT real. I wrote this for "fun". Sorry if there are any grammar or vocabulary mistakes, English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy :) I do not own Tokio Hotel or any of the names in the story, only the script and the characters are original by me. This book is kinda inspired my "My living nightmare" by winternightz. If there are any similar quotes/ situations, it is probably by accident, thanks. © darkshadowsz I am darkshadowsz and i am new to writing books on wattpad. This is my first book ever and i hope its well written and interesting. No hate towards any of the TH members, this book is also inspired by some of their music and videos.

Angelina Levine was a Young Woman Just trying to pursue her dream of the writing arts. Little did she know, innocently trying to extend her career may just be the death of her when she meets the man who just may be, Satan reincarnate. THIS DOESNT GLORIFY ABUSE GUYS. THIS ISNT ANYTHING LIKE HAUNTING ADELINE WHERE SHE HAS AN SA KINK. ‼️ This is NOT directed towards any real person, and any affiliation with a real being/brand is completely fictional. Remember, it's a book and as a person I wouldn't ever romanticize or support any of the gross stuff written. If it did romanticize such, then it would be painfully obvious and not get into such depth as to how the characters feel. Ie: Rage, confusion, power hungry, and then they grow and try to change. Thats how a book works: there has to be a plot! Thank you!

y/n and bill have known eachother since they were 6. they've been best friends but y/n moved to the US. two years later she moved back to germany and meets bill again after 2 years.

This a Bill fanfic as you guys can see! :) I wrote this 2-3 summers ago as a shit show and I didn't expect it to blow up but if your interested you can read it!☺️

Anastasia Kaya was always bullied in school for being the "ugly foreigner". But things change when she moves to the small town of Loitsche near Magdeburg. A touching story of friendship, tragedy, and love, I present to you, a Bill Kaulitz love story you'll never forget. (You do not have to be a Tokio Hotel fan to enjoy this story!)

❝if i can't have you baby, no one else in this world can.❞ y/n has been best friends with bill and his twin brother since they were young, with bill being her secret crush. one day, y/n is forced to move due to financial issues within her family. what happens when she comes back one day to meet bill and his brother, now in a famous band? even worse, what if he's well-known for his supposed relationship with a popular actress?