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i seem weak because i want to
When I met her, I fell in love with her smile. With her laugh, which she gave so free and loud, or soft and breathy in my ear. I'd fallen in love with her hands as they traced the air in front of my favorite paintings. With her fingertips as they braided her soft black hair. I'd fallen in love with her icy blue eyes...
WARNING: book contains many sensitive topics - death used to scare me a lot actually, but i'm not scared of it anymore. in fact getting my eyelashes pulled out by my eyelash curler scares me more, but guess what? - created a pinterest board for the book to familiarize the vibe (there maybe some foreshadowing in there...
"Didn't you know? She murdered both her parents." Gemma is rumoured to believe she murdered both her parents. Nobody dares to talk to her, instead, they flee like they've seen a ghost when she walks through the hallways. What happens when Gemma finds herself staring at the girl from across the classroom with striking...
"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================...
An upcoming artist named billie eilish accidently texts the wrong number. Brooklynn receives a message from an unknown person when she was finna take her life. Could Billie have saved her life? Read to find out. (This book includes smut, self harm, depressive things, eating disorders and other things...I'll try my bes...
┊͙✧˖*°࿐ ❝𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥❞ ▌ ˋ°•*⁀➷ this is my revival¹ ◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢ ━━━━・ ❪ 𝘣. 𝘦𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 ❫ ・━━━━ ━━ ▏𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛. . . an instagram livestream changed their lives ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫. ╭...
sage, moves to la for the summer to live with her grandma despite sage's attempts to try and stay home. the problem is, sage has been anonymously messaging a user named 'pirate' online for months. and 'pirate' lives in los angeles. sage can't decide whether telling her online best friend she's in la is a good idea or...
NEW CHAPTER EVERY TUESDAY Billie Eilish gains a new bodyguard. As their adventure takes place with crazy fans and paparazzi, will something grow between them? This book will not have any author notes or trigger warning to give an almost 'real life' effect. You have been warned Read at your own risk
•ice-cold /ˌʌɪsˈkəʊld/ 2. unemotional or dispassionate; unfeeling. "she is the epitome of ice-cold judgement" "𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 '𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐬...
what happens when a wallflower meets a social butterfly? ============================== "my darling, you will never be unloved by me; you are well too tangled in my soul." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 6/27/2022 ended: 11/7/2022 ==============================...
"your favorite patient is back." dedicated to peyton moonson, rest in paradise darling 🙏🏻
(COMPLETED) Mara, intern at a venue in London, learns a lot can change in just 7 days. Mara is used to crossing paths with bands and musicians. What she is not used to however, is being involved in an accident with an artist after a show. Especially if that artist is Billie Eilish. Mara has been avoiding it all her li...
"you are the best mistake i've ever made" billie, a famous superstar gets a text that was sent to her by mistake. the best mistake alex ever made. #1- billieeilish #2- lesbian
Billie seems happy. She's getting better after her last breakup. She meets a girl through Finneas and Claudia. What happens next? Read to find out! This description sucks but bare with me please. This is Sub!Billie for my top babies. I hope you enjoy! #1 billieeilish 9/26/2021
She thought Blue was the color she owned but one look of the famous girls eyes she ran into and she learned that wasn't the true at all. unedited
Nadia is a quiet and reserved student, she keeps to herself. She's smart and keeps her grades up even though she might seem like she's falling apart on the outside. Which she is, she's falling apart at the seams, her only motivation are her mothers who try hard to keep their daughter alive, and her dog. Nadia is usual...
"Wait you're not Cara" I said in surprise "Let me explain.." She pleaded as she followed me. What would you do if you got attached to a certain face with a personality you got to know online and it turned out it's someone else? This story will start off mainly with online conversations, as it starts like that. Eventu...
she was one of the best songwriters the music industry has every seen. your favorite song to absolutely bawl your eyes out to? written by her. she'd one her first grammy at age 15 and her collection of awards only grew. the only problem was that nobody knew who she was. only known as "3s" on all social media platforms...
"oh my god, help. i'm dead. her eyes. her eyes, dude." ----- obviously willow had heard of the famous billie eilish already, i mean, how could you not. but until then she'd never really cared who that eilish-girl was. scarred from her past, willow liked the new feeling of being appreciated and soon falls for the sing...
World tours, TV shows, deadlines, millions of fans, anxiety, depression, they're just a few things Billie has to worry about. But when she meets your not so typical college computer nerd, can she help ease her burdens? CEO of awful description's. Gxg, g!p, #bottombillie #1 in billieeilish #4 in girlxgirl #1 in Gay A...
Nevaeh Grant gets a text from an unknown number that won't stop texting her, but she soon finds out it's a singer she likes, Billie Eilish. Will these texts turn into something bigger?
I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines
she's like the feeling of finding a song you've been looking for forever. or falling asleep while listening to the rain. or dancing in the kitchen while making cookies. in other words, she's perfect. perfect for me.
"ITS EILISH DIPSHIT." billie yells to the teacher as she turns around to head to the office. // started: 23rd july 2020 end: -
••DISCONTINUED•• GxG Halley Serafina Comet is just a nineteen year old girl with really no purpose in life. She only has one true friend in her life and chooses to live her life spontaneously. Halley didn't know what love meant besides platonic love after not having the best childhood. But that's not all to the story...