Edit: just to be clear this book reflects an era of my life where I was a special kind of mentally ill Cover art is mine yes ik my art is bad ok- TwT Peridot and Lapis have been friends since middle school, and they've always had, well, feelings for each other. But Peridot has never been good with feelings, and Lapis is depressed with past trauma. Will they help each other out, or will things just get worse? LAPIDOT TRASH!!! A lapis x peridot fanfic because they are my comfort :) Not gonna lie the only reason this is public is bc Wattpad sometimes like doesn't save stuff if I don't publish them so yeah ik this story's not gonna gain traction bc it's not 2017 anymore and ik like it feels kinda personal to me so I'm kind of glad ? I don't really know tbh but it's just a comfort and uh yeah I'm mostly just writing it for me :) #23 in Lapidot :0