How does it feel to love someone endlessly......Niall and Sarah find out. The search threw college, Lucas, and Aiden. But the question is do they make it?

{Mature} "Look at me!" Niall bellowed as tears were running down my face. This is it. Today, i would loose my innocence.

||book 1 of the akotw trilogy|| Hate, abuse, and suffering. That is the reality for 17 year old Channing Darly. She endures the abuse delivered by her stepfather, while also trying to protect her oblivious mother. In order to deal with the physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, she often finds herself turning to the blade, and taking her frustrations out on her own delicate flesh. When Channing gets the chance to meet the boys of One Direction at a local signing, she's eager and nervous to share her letters that's she's written to Niall over the past year. They develop a bond that no one seems able to explain; Channing leaves Niall with a stack of her letters, and Niall leaves Channing with the promise that he'll read them, as well as his leather bracelet to remind her that someone is thinking about her. Someone cares. Little does Channing know, that once she let's Niall into her mind and soul through her letters, he'll stop at nothing to mend her broken past. Even when she resists his advances, he lovingly kicks the walls down she's built around her heart; one kiss, one touch, and three little words at a time. They may not have known each other for long... but all they know for sure is that everything has changed... and it started with a kiss on the wrist. ||WARNING|| This story will contain sexual content, as well as many forms of abuse, including: drugs, verbal/physical/sexual abuse, and self harm. It is rated R and not intended for individuals who are underage or lack the maturity to understand such mature concepts. Also, later on, you will find some chapters have been marked as private by Wattpad because of inappropriate content-- please be sure to follow me so that you don't have any problems viewing these chapters. Feel free to watch the trailer in the media section if you need a more visual explanation as to what this story contains. <3 Mandy © 2012

He was my world. I was his. Then when he left me to go on tour, he was heartbroken and so was I. I heard the news, a crash, a plane crash, he was on that plane. I thought he was dead so I moved on with my life. Got a new boyfriend after a couple of years of grief and then found myself a good job. Well you could call it good in the sense it pays the bills, working at Tesco, stacking shelves and working on the counter. That was until I saw him again. Worn out, tired, still looking heartbroken until our eyes met.