Sequel to His dream, My nightmare

She was complete, her life feeling whole. She had everything she could ask for. Her job, her happiness, her family, her husband, but all it took was one man. One man for her to lose morals, head space, and peace of mind. His words were captivating, his demeanor enticing, a man who she knew to stay away from but couldn't. He seemed like the man of her dreams...though dreams can always turn into nightmares.

She was forced to turn into him. *Sequel to Relapse*

You, you, you, you and me could stop this love drought Parts 2 and 3 of 'Allure' series

They were each other's drug, the only choice was to relapse.

[ 𝘽𝙊𝙊𝙆 𝙏𝙒𝙊 ] 𝙎𝙀𝙌𝙐𝙀𝙇 𝙏𝙊 '𝐃𝐘𝐒𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀' "ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴏꜰꜰ ɴᴏᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴀɪᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ! ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜰɪɴᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴜᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴜᴘ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴜɪɴᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ɴᴀɪʀᴏʙɪ!" "ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏᴄᴛᴀᴠɪᴜꜱ!" "ʏᴏᴜᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ! ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɪɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ ꜱʜɪᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʜᴇʟʟ!" ʜᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴋᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʜɪꜱ ᴛᴇᴇᴛʜ. "ɪᴛꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ꜱʜɪᴛ ᴡᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ɪꜰ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ! ɪᴛꜱ ʜᴇʟʟ ᴏɴ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ! ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ-" "ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴᴛ, ꜱᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴛᴀʏ. ʀɪɢʜᴛ?" 𝖈𝖍𝖗𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖓 x 𝖗𝖎𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖆 ʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᵍᵒ ᵃᵍᵃⁱⁿ ʸᵃˡˡ 𝙏𝙒: 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙪𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙭, 𝙜𝙧𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙢𝙪𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 & 𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚, 𝙥𝙝𝙮𝙨𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚, 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙪𝙢𝙖. cover by author.

[ 𝘽𝙊𝙊𝙆 𝙊𝙉𝙀 ] ᴏᴄᴛᴀᴠɪᴜꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴀɪʀᴏʙɪ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ ᴏᴘᴘᴏꜱɪᴛᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ. ʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀ ᴍᴇʀᴄɪʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴋɪʟʟᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜɪꜱ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ʟɪꜰᴇ, ᴀɴɢᴇʀ. ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ɪɴɴᴏᴄᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴇɴᴛʟᴇ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴜʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ʜᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴛᴜᴍʙʟᴇᴅ ᴀᴄʀᴏꜱꜱ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴄʟᴜʙ ɴɪɢʜᴛ. ʜᴇʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴇʀ ʙɪɢɢᴇꜱᴛ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ 𝖈𝖍𝖗𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖓 x 𝖗𝖎𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖆 ᵃ ᶜʰʳⁱᵃⁿⁿᵃ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ ❧ 𝙏𝙒: 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙪𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙭, 𝙜𝙧𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙢𝙪𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 & 𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚, 𝙥𝙝𝙮𝙨𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚, 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙪𝙢𝙖, 𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙨, 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 cover by author.

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𝙨𝙖𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙚 𝙭 𝙘𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣. ❦ | 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 . ᶜʰʳⁱᵃᵐᵒⁿᵗᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡ ᵍʰᵉᵗᵗᵒ 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍 is a haunting, slow burn descent into the kind of love that feels more like a loaded gun than a safe place to land. Set in the shadows of Los Angeles, where palm trees line the blocks but can't cover up the sirens, body bags & trauma, it follows the twisted, all consuming bond between two souls, two victims of life's circumstances, too damaged to love right, but too addicted to let go. This ain't ALL fiction. It's the unfiltered truth of what happens when love turns toxic, when passion is laced with pain, & when walking away could save your life, but staying feels like the only way to breathe. It's about being hooked on someone who breaks you in pieces, slowly, until you don't even recognize your own reflection. What makes it worse for them? The violence didn't just live outside their door. Both were born into a family war where colors, street names, & grudges were damn near inherited. Their love was always a risk, always a target. They tried to escape it, to build something that didn't echo their past with one other, but still, the pain followed. Loss piled up. Friends, family, pieces of themselves, until even love felt like another battlefield. The streets never really let go of their past. Not when last names are triggers. Not when loyalty is life or death. In this story, heartbreak isn't some poetic lifetime script, it's violent & real. Mental peace is a luxury, & the heart's pull feels more like a curse than a blessing. 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍 is for the ones who loved past the red flags, stayed through the damage, & bled for a connection that was never safe to begin with. It's violent. Tender. Fucked up. But it's honest.

"𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝙽***𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘𝚘."