This is the letter Louis wrote for Harry in the fanfiction, ' hoping this cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again' . I'll link you all to it at the end. Enjoy x

Harry doesn't expect his life to change so drastically just because he meets Louis, and he doesn't know if the change is for the better or the worse. Harry has a secret; one that he doesn't want Louis to ever find out about. When their friendship blossoms, however, complications start to arise. As Louis is led closer and closer to the secret, Harry's going to have to be honest, and it may well be the most difficult thing he's ever had to do.

Harry Styles was a quiet lad from a small town in Cheshire, but when he came out as gay things got too hard there so he moved to Doncaster. It was the same there. Well almost the same. The difference was Louis Tomlinson. The most popular boy in school. Louis was a loud outgoing party boy, but what does Harry do that changes everything?

When the world is always tearing you down, eventually, you stop trying to get back up. Harry Styles was alone in a world that he believed only existed to make his life a living hell. Abandoned by his parents, and left with his step dad, Jarred, who is easily comparable to a demon on disguise. The constant abuse turned Harry into someone he never wanted to be. A lifeless shell of the Harry everyone knew and loved. But one day, a boy named Louis transferred to his school, who instantly attempted to befriend him. Harry's never understood why this boy he's never met has such and interest in him, and sometimes he gets the feeling he never will. But Louis is determined. In a world where Harry's life is far from perfect, Louis makes it his goal to move Harry on from his dark past and make a brighter future for the curly haired lad to live in without the harsh words of his step dad shooting him down. But as opportunities develop, so do new feelings. How will one boys urge to help the other, turn into so much more than that? Read and find out my future penguins! **WARNING*** CONTAINS ABUSE AND MATURE THEMES! DON'T READ IF YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THESE TERMS

Niall is the most adored boy in school. With his innocent demeanour, all american boy looks, shy way of acting, and he is a musician. Everyone wants to be his friend. His best friends and room mates Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson rule the school. Every girl throwing themselves and boys throwing themselves at Louis who is open about the fact he is bi. Liam hooks up with girls daily but only really likes one. They are the populars that a seat at there table means you are IN! Zayn is the bad boy, the one everyone stayed away from. His best, and only friend Harry Styles. He could have millions of friends, but he scares everyone away. Harry never leaves his side. Both boys clear halls in seconds. Zayn despises the bubbly blonde everyone adores and wishes he was gone. The cliche of being forced to work together, will bring the two so much closer!

Harry Styles was depressed. No one would bother to mess with him, they were all too afraid. He was really tough, I guess you can say he was a "bad boy". He hated his life and he hated school. He had one friend and his name was Zayn. Harry hated everyone else because they were always so happy, and had no idea what he was going through. Especially Louis Tomlinson. Louis was the most popular kid in school, the class clown. Harry despised him. But what happens when one day they had to team up for a science project worth 60% of their grade? Will they get along in order to finish the project? Or will Harry refuse to work with the guy who makes his life miserable.