WHOISADMIRE
The core four grow up guarded, carrying resentment toward white people because of the racism and hurt they've experienced. At the same time, they struggles with being gay in an environment where vulnerability feels dangerous. When they unexpectedly falls in love with some white boys who treats them with genuine respect and care, he feels conflicted torn between his anger, his identity, and his heart. Loving him forces him to confront his pain, his prejudices, and his fear of being seen as weak.