The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

Dead Poets Society cast pics <3 Enjoy :) (There are also pics from other movies of the guys)

"Do we get second chances in this life, Todd?" Neil asks him like he expects a negative answer. Todd doesn't give that to him. "Yes. We do. I know it." "Do you?" Neil grins, playfully elbowing him. "Did you at least wait to take it? That second chance? Until the world was more peaceful? More kind?" Ten years after the death of Neil Perry, Todd Anderson wakes up with a second chance. **REPOSTED FROM AO3 BY ORIGINAL AUTHOR

COMPLETED A choppy yet meaningful story of young Neil and Todd discovering what's between them, many little moments that they share, leading them to their ultimate love story. The soft tender moments that Neil and Todd deserved! Currently ranked 2nd in #anderperry and 1st in #dps & very proud of that fact!!!

i whisper with my lips close to your ear, i have loved many women and men, but i love none better than you. o i have been dilatory and dumb, i should have made my way straight to you long ago, i should have blabb'd nothing but you, i should have chanted nothing but you. -walt whitman, to you ~~~~~~~~ basically just the plot of dead poets society but if neil and todd were a thing

Have you ever been sad? Good news, this exists. Just an ungodly amount of little gay boys living their best lives. Updates come often. Any requests or ideas from Tiktok will be added to this collection.

Cute Anderperry one shots, to suite all of your anderperry needs! Anderperry: the shipping of Todd Anderson and Neil Perry. completed!

Todd Anderson was new to the stone chaple in Vermont known as Welton Academy. And for as long as he could remember he always had feelings for girls... or did he? When he is paired with Neil Perry as his roomate, not only does he question his sanity and entire life's choices but he also questions wether or not the feelings he had for girls was actually real...

Ever since Neil's passing, he had visited Todd's dream like a haunting nightmare. So Todd takes this as his chance to talk to him, but it isn't so simple as he thought it would be. -Angst -fanfiction this is going to be like really short guys😟😟😟 TW: mention of suicide

It's hard enough for Todd to admit that he has a crush on a boy, let alone his best friend and roommate. When they kiss, their relationship seems to be an open-shut case, the feelings seem to be mutual. But things begin to get complicated when Neil starts hanging around with Heather. What will happen with the relationship between the two boys? And, more instantly, what will happen after Neil's dad finds his diary...?