정원 × 니키 [tw: suicide, self-harm, self-hatred, etc...] how does someone so perfect feel so insecure? as to scar his skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more... how does someone so loving learn to hate his own guts? drawing a picture on his arms with a blade as if his mind isn't dark enough. [SHORT STORY]

➵　"i'm sorry, i just can't be someone's secret..." © teilip , 2021 completed.

정원 × 니키 "wouldn't you be interested in dating a friend of mine?" ni-ki took another swig of his beer cocktail and endured the face of displeasure, just as he did when he heard the question. he wasn't used to drinking such strong drinks, but at the moment, it was the only thing that kept him somewhat "calm" while listening to his old classmates setting up the boy he liked since high school on a blind date. with the direction this conversation was headed, the alcohol was definitely going to stay by his side. jungwon smiled broadly, playing with the silver jewellery that was on his ring finger. "is she pretty?" "well, she is a bit short in stature, barely five feet tall, but she's just your type." jungwon let out a laugh again, catching ni-ki off guard when he gave him a sidelong glance, bright and breezy, "just my type, huh?" [SHORT STORY]

정원 × 니키 [tw: suicide, self-harm, self-hatred, etc...] au (alternative universe) the devil's heart isn't made of cold blooded stone, nor does it always consist of malice tendencies to brutally kill whoever enters its eyesight. because the only thing ni-ki's ever wanted to pursue-was the forbidden love between him an angel-an angel who obliviously looked beyond those ruby, love struck eyes and interpreted it as nothing but a sinister scowl that was only used to mask those unforeseen desires. but maybe at the end of every story, there's always a possibility that even the misjudged antagonist finally gets what they've been wanting all along. [ONE-SHOT]