Est is loved-by his parents, by his family, by a life that taught him how to endure quietly. William is admired by the world-successful, charming, careless in all the ways that never seem to matter. Their marriage is arranged for business, not cruelty. William never hurts Est. He simply never sees him. Est hides his loneliness behind polite smiles and careful silence, protecting his parents from the truth-that their only son is slowly disappearing inside a marriage where he exists alone. When Est finally leaves, he does so without anger, without accusation. And only then does William understand: absence can hurt far more than rejection. This is a story about neglect that doesn't look like abuse, love that arrives too late-and whether healing is still possible once someone walks away. only story is mine

William has always been Est's childhood friend-the wide-eyed boy who used to trail after him, eight years younger and endlessly curious. Est grew up babying him, being overly protective, watching him like a little brother who somehow felt like part of his own heart. William was everyone's baby-not just his family's, but Est's too. They grew up together, their families bound by friendship for two generations. But time changes people, and suddenly, William isn't a baby anymore. He's grown-taller, sharper, quieter-and Est doesn't quite know what to do with the strange shift in his own feelings. Let's see how the two of them navigate growing up, growing closer, and maybe, growing into something more.

William should have gone to prison. Instead, a stranger named Est confessed to the crime and took the sentence for him. For a year, William writes letters to the man who ruined both of their lives. For a year, Est refuses to answer. When William finally forces a meeting, he discovers something worse than guilt: He can't stop thinking about the man who sacrificed himself for him. Now Est has one year left in prison. And William has one year to decide whether he wants to repay him... or destroy him. A twisted tale of obsession, guilt, power imbalance, tension and finally love threatening to slip in between! # Highest Ranking 🏅 #3 estsupha #1 rollercoaster #3 obsessive ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, strong language, toxic push and pull, heavy angst but served with hotness -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

This is not a story about a long mafia war. The war ends in an hour. This is a story about what is found after the guns go silent. Est was married into an enemy mafia family and kept there for a year-not as a partner, but as property. When William destroys that house, he doesn't expect to find someone trembling in its corner, apologizing for existing. William is powerful. Feared. Ruthless. But power does not teach someone how to live again. This is a story about the shape love takes when it arrives quietly-without force, without ownership-growing slowly in the space where silence once lived. only story is mine

What happens when obsession hides behind a familiar face? William and Est were childhood friends bound by a playful promise before drifting apart: if Est was still single by 30, he would marry William. Years later, at 29, Est is a successful model with a magnetic charm that draws admirers. His boyfriend, Earn-a wealthy businessman-is jealous and paranoid, insisting Est be guarded at all times. To keep watch, Earn hires a private firm to assign Est a personal manager who doubles as a bodyguard, tasked with monitoring every move and reporting back to Earn. Est is sassy, sharp, and used to testing limits and thus bodyguards keep switching running away from him. Until fate brings William back-as Est's new bodyguard. Est feels comfort and nostalgia with William. But William isn't the same boy he once adored. Beneath William's calm, polite exterior hides a dark obsession, one that's been simmering for years. A twisted tale of love, obsession, and a pact that refuses to break. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 gmmtv #2 williamest #1 obsessive ⚠️ Disclaimers: Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks ---

Est thought he was just another traveler passing through the mountains. But a wounded stranger, William, stops him on the empty road. Locked in close proximity forced to tend to William's wounds, everything about Est is dangerously close to the one thing William has hunted for decades. Beneath William's sharp words and predatory smile lies a hunger that no human should ever tempt. Est should run. William even warns him to. Yet the moon has its own plans. What begins as fear becomes fascination. What begins as captivity becomes obsession. But between duty, betrayal, and a love neither expected, one truth will remain: once the wolf claims you, there's no escape. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #6 williamest #2 werewolf ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, mentions of blood. Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks ---

A vow in haste but can they handle the fire it ignites? Together, they were fire and quiet storms. Messy, magnetic, impossible to look away from. "Est's heart stuttered, breath catching as he fought to keep his expression neutral. "You're jealous," he said, aiming for smug but landing somewhere near breathless." "Of course, I am. You're mine. Or did you forget that part?" William's tone dipped into something dark and possessive." "Est opened his mouth but no words came. The tension gripped his throat..." "William leaned in just a breath closer, voice low and unwavering. "Because it's true. And I don't share. Not now. Not ever." Est, an aspiring actor adored by millions, Est was all sharp edges and hidden softness. There was a gravity to him, a quiet, magnetic which William couldn't help but orbit him. And William, a doctor with quiet intensity. William was made of steady hands and a steady heart and never letting it dim his light. Both too busy for dating, too guarded for games. So, when life pushes them to take a shortcut; straight to engagement, they agree to skip the dating phase altogether. No rules. No rehearsals. Just two hearts stumbling into something neither planned. In the stolen glances, sharp banter, and heated silences, something real takes root, something neither of them expected. When the world turns cruel, they turn to each other. William's warnings cut like steel. Est's loyalty needs no voice. Their love wasn't gentle; It was a lifeline, stitching two souls back together, one heartbeat at a time. ✍️ Riptide_Whispers

"In a world of shadows, he is king. And when fate puts Est in his path, William has only one rule: Touch him, and you die."

Pretending was supposed to be easy... until desire entered the ring. William, 21 years old, a rising boxing star, is determined to stay away from dating until he wins gold at the Asian Games. But constant pressure from his family to start dating proves more distracting than actually dating. So William hatches a plan: pretend to be gay and enlist his trainer Est, 27 years old, legend in Thai boxing and a notorious playboy who flirts with new girls constantly, to fake a relationship and keep his family satisfied. Est agrees to pretend to be gay and fake date as well to keep William focused on boxing. Living together to make the lie believable, every shared meal, training session, accidental touch, heated sparring match, and stolen glance blurs the line between pretense and reality. What started as a harmless act slowly awakens feelings neither of them expected, forcing them to confront desires they never knew were there. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 mxm #1 williamest #1 estsupha #1 william #1 discoveringyourself #2 fakedate ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, strong language, borderline toxic push and pull, angst but served with hotness, self discovery -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

"You're staring again," Est whispered. "I'm memorizing," William said. "In case you forget to come back tomorrow." _____________________________________ In the 1860s, Siam stood between tradition and change. William, the son of a loyal servant, spent his days tending the gardens of the grand Khunthara estate. Est, the family's gentle heir, had been raised for duty, to study, to obey, to become the man his lineage demanded. They found each other in quiet corners and sunlit courtyards, where laughter softened into something neither dared to name. Beneath the banyan tree, love had taken root, fragile, forbidden, and achingly real. Yet in a world ruled by hierarchy and silence, even the softest affection could become a dangerous rebellion. A tender historical romance about devotion, loss, and the courage to love when love itself had to hide. A WilliamEst story. ⚠️ Disclaimer: This story explores historical and cultural repression, instances of homophobia, and the darker sides of class and society. It also contains moments of intimacy and emotional intensity. While written with sensitivity, some scenes may be heavy or difficult to read. Reader discretion is advised.