Book One from The Ruined Series "I'm a fuck up." "Babygirl, that makes two of us." Jennifer has lived a hard life for as long as she could remember. Growing up with drug addicted parents is enough for her to grasp that the world is too cruel. She gets the freedom that most teenagers could only dream of. Going out to parties every night, drinking her sorrows away, no curfews but nothing is enough to fill the void. Not until she meets Daxon. Daxon, who has an addiction with drugs as well is the only person who can understand her. Growing up a child addict has made Dax an impossible person to approach. As they get closer, they want the best for each other. A story about two troubled teenagers who want to fix each other yet, they can't even fix themselves. *Slowburner: This book has a lot of ups and downs with the tragic love they share* #14 drugs # 17 addiction # 9 drug addiction # 2 sober # 622 romance # 425 sadness # 161 struggle # 127 2021 #592 toxic # 2 ash stymest

[UNEDITED] Marina Vettle had struggled all her life with abuse from people who were meant to care for her, driving her to become almost dependent of substance. This until one day she crossed paths with the handsome Giovanni Liotti. They clicked instantly. But everything changed for her when she found who he really was.

Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that. Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there. She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved. Not just her family. But someone else. A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend. Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her. But she has friends now. Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heyy! This is my first book. 1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes. 2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️ 3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it. 4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think. 5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions. 6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content TROPES: -childhood best friend -friends to lovers -brother's best friend -who did this to you? -one bed trope I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE I hope you'll enjoy it!

Abuse is all Belle has ever known, Her mother had 5 other children before Belle was born. When she had Belle she didn't want to have her grow up in that environment, so she fled with her. only her. things took a turn for the worse when Belle's Mom Sarah met a new man Belle's step father Mark. Sarah got into drugs because of Mark and they both started to abuse Belle when she was only 5 years old. she doesn't know anything about having 5 older brothers so what happens when she has to go live with them? Cover by _navyblueee_

❝And she did the drugs for fun But now she does them just to stay up❞ --------------------------- I'm a half smoked cigarettes girl, a tiny tops and eye glitter girl, a quick and cheap girl. The female version of a playboy. Sexy, sweet, sour, anything they want. I'm a Pink Whitney girl and a football players bitch. I'm the sob story, the "dead by 27" dead eyed future druggie. Otherwise known as Kaitlyn Thomas. I suppose this will either be my story, or my obituary. #1 in musings #2 in alcoholism # 282 in high # 191 in beauty # 98 in addiction # 28 in sensual # 9 in playgirl # 101 in drugaddiction # 172 in highschoolsweethearts # 164 playboy # 224 in teenpregnancy