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Sibel, an orphan, was just trying to survive-until she met the man who ruled Hell. Burdened with the care of her younger brother, Sibel took a risk and accepted a high-paying job from a mysterious, powerful man named Rael. He's playful yet dangerous, and looks otherworldly-nothing like anyone she's ever met. But the closer she gets to him, the more the world begins to unravel. Demons rise. Darkness thickens. And as the danger grows, Sibel discovers she's not just a girl from the rags trying to survive-she's the key to a deadly war between Heaven, Hell, and everything in between. The man she met? She called him Rael. But they call him Lucifer. And Lucifer? He has no intention of letting her go... again. Even if it means burning the world to the ground.

Ongoing (A BL story) Kevler Blaze Hawke has it all--looks that turn heads, charisma that makes him everyone's friend, and a crew that always has his back. He's freedom made flesh. Booze, smoke, girls, and volleyball. That's his world. But behind the easy smiles and restless nights lies one thing about him that isn't so easy to swallow: his appetite. For girls. For bodies. For the thrill of the chase. Kevler sleeps around like it's the most natural thing in the world, and with his reputation, no one ever tells him no. Then he meets his opposite. Shael Juno Vale. Where Kevler burns like sunlight, Shael is moonlight--cool, sharp, and mercilessly blunt. His tongue is a blade, and he doesn't waste time with sweet nothings or empty charm. What happens when the golden boy playboy collides with the cutting edge of someone who won't bend to him? Will they break against each other, or will one of them fall--despite the difference, because of it? illustrator: Hanalyn

THE SOVEREIGN OF SIN SERIES BOOK 1 Some vows are made in love, but his were forged in obsession. She was the bright star on stage, while he was the dark shadow in the crowd. Nadezhda Rae Volkov was born to perform. On stage, she skillfully embodies roles filled with passion and tragedy, unaware that someone in the audience watches her every move with terrifying intensity. When her family's empire crumbles overnight, salvation appears in the form of a dark, brooding, and powerful man who is eleven years older than her. In exchange for restoring her family's fortune, he demands only one thing-her hand in marriage. Now bound to this powerful and mysterious man, Nadezhda soon uncovers a chilling truth: he didn't just save her; he is the phantom who orchestrated every downfall. Language: English

(SPHEROID CHAMBERS #2) Black is for darkness, White is for light, Blue is for sadness, and Yellow is for happiness. Different hues and different purposes. But Conrad Efrain Soliven only knows Black and Blue. He lived his life in Black for years and he's oblivious about the other colors. He was born seeing Black and feeling Blue. He's an easygoing person despite everything he had been through. He felt contentment when he met his bandmates. But it is not enough for him to excavate different colors. Until she came into his life, the painter of his life. She put different tints in his plain canvas. She stirred the Black, Blue, White, and Yellow. She made him feel different sentiments. She taught him that every color is indicating how we feel and how it'll turn into something amazing if we blend it precisely. But everything changed in a blink of an eye. White and Yellow withered, and the Black and Blue assaulted the two like an unforeseen bomb that they didn't expect to explode. Black and Blue spilled on a well-colored canvas, giving it a dark and painful stain. "This Sonorous Zeal ravaged us badly. It was a devil in disguise, it made us feel heaven. But now, we are suffering from limitless anguish." Started: 2022 Finished: 2023 Language: Filipino-English