PUBLISHED ON AMAZON KINDLE, but the first ten poems are free here! "I desire to give up, to be withered away into dust, to be spun through the fabric of the universe. For I am no longer a person, but a disease. One that is wrapped up in flesh, and I long so desperately to be anything else. ...That is a selfish thought, they tell me." - trigger warning/mature rating for suicidal thoughts/ideation.