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Daddy Issues (Gay) by Gunsnpizzas
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DÜZENLENDİ! "Cennet... Cennet senin için yeniden can buldu Sarp. Seni gördüğüm gün yıllar sonra kalbim yeniden hızla tekledi. Göksu'dan sonra ilk defa bu kadar hızlı çarptı. Kalbimin cehennemi beynime hücum etti ve kalbim senin için beyaza boyandı." "Bizim cennetimiz siyah olsa da kabul. İçinde sen varsan..." Dudaklarımdan öptü bir kez daha. "Ve içerdeki Sarp cennet kıldı evini." dedi gülümseyerek. "Senin cennetin," parmağını dudaklarım üzerine oturttu. "burada." Dudaklarımı kalbinin üzerine bastırdım. "Cennetler buluştu o zaman?" *Daddy issues baba ilgisi görmeyen çocukların büyüdüklerinde kendilerinden yaşça büyük ve olgun karakterli kişilerden etkilenmelerine neden olan bir sendrom. Kitap baba-oğul ensest ilişkisini değil, baba ilgisinden yoksun büyüyen bir çocuğun kendinden yaşça büyük bir adama beslediği duyguları anlatıyor.
İsimsizler (Gay)  by Gunsnpizzas
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"Kötü olduğun bir şey var mı?" dedim gülümseyerek ona dönüp. "Zor bir soru." dedi gülerek. Sonra gökyüzüne bakarak düşünmesini izledim. Öyle sevimliydi ki... "Açık uçlu sorularda kötüyüm." dedi kıkırdayarak alayla. Bu kahkaha atmama sebep oldu. "Tatlı. Başka?" "Bisiklet sürmekte berbatımdır. Her yere takılır ve çarparım. Resim çizmeyi beceremem. İlkokulda bile ödevlerimi abime yaptırırdım hep. Hele o perspektifler yok mu? Argh, kaç kağıt parçaladım bilmiyorum. Genelde insanlarla iletişimim de kötüdür, mimiksiz olduğumu söylerler. Hiç konuşmadığımdan şikayet ederler." Gözleri gözlerime kaydığında gülümseyerek onu izliyordum. "Sen eminim onlarla aynı fikirde değilsin." Bu yine gülmeme sebep oldu. "Kesinlikle değilim." "Ve..." Adımını biraz daha uzağa atıp önüme geçti hala yürüdüğümüz sırada. Durduğumda o da durdu. Tam karşımdaydı ve aramızda bir adımlık mesafe vardı sadece. "Sevimli insanlara zaafım var. Konu onlara geldiğinde kendimi -istediğin manada düşün- asla tutamam." Öylece gülümseyerek birbirimize bakıyorduk. Eğer alkol almış olmasaydım kesinlikle böyle bir anda böyle rahatça gözlerine bakamazdım. "Özellikle kısa boylu, çekik gözlü bir çocuk konusunda." Elleri belimi buldu, iki yandan aşağı kayıp tişörtünün eteklerini tutarak beni kendine doğru çekti. Elleri sıcacıktı. Yanıyormuş gibi hissetmeme sebep olacak kadar. "Ki üzerinde benim tişörtümle karşımda duruyorken."
Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion
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Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya
Spordan biri by nisnrpx
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05455****86: off çok yakışıklısın Gelecekteki kocam: kimsin ve numaramı nerden buldun 05455****86: spordan biri diyelim
Los Ex novios de Deku de vuelta  by kamado_fan
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Que rompan contigo se debe de sentir terrible no? los años de relación que haz tenido con tu pareja y que se prometan: "Estaremos juntos por siempre" Pero cuando el destino te da una mala jugada, solamente esa promesa que se dieron no fue más que una mentira. Ahora, ¿Creerías en el amor nuevamente? Pues, cuando rompen contigo 6 veces seguidas ya es difícil volver a confiar y ahí te das cuenta, el verdadero amor no existe. Pues puede que estés equivocado o también tengas razón.
Mutilator (villain deku) by sapphic_wiccan
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Izuku Midoriya is your basic, normal child. He likes to play, murder people and animals, talk to the voices in his head, and normal kid stuff like that! What happens when Izuku takes a turn for the worst, murdering a woman only for Tomura Shigaraki to turn up and help him out? Will he succumb to darkness? Or live the rest of his miserable, boring life the same? Trigger warning(s): mentions of emotional, physical, and implied sexual abuse, descriptive gore, bullying, blood, gorey hyperfixations, murder, god complex, psychopathic tendencies, mutilation, descriptive sexual/physical abuse (only once and its in a later chapter so I can put a thing to skip over it for people triggered by that), masochist behavior, etc.
You Broke Me First by DevilLived133
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"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦? " "𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘦. " "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦? " "𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘦. " "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩? " "𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨. " 🔹One day Izuku gets into a small argument with a friend. This leads to too much drama and too much probelms for Izuku. Aizawa being a responsible teacher, wants them to make up. Izuku doesn't comply so, people start seeing him as the bad guy in the situation. It becomes a whole thing, really. Then suddenly, the members of the LOV take advantage of the situation and try to recruit and turn Izuku into a not so innocent person? 👉(Midoriya isn't really cannon in this. There will be other ships besides dekubowl.) Started:8/26/2020 Editing: 7/25/23 - ?/?/?
Suicidal, ME? NO, NEVER! (Not the typicall Chatfic) by Chimera_Regarion
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After a couple of group chats that were created and destroyed, Mic decided to give it another shot and created a UA staff group chat. Unfortunately for him, he made an error while putting everyone's number in. What happen if he puts a kids number instead of a pro-heroes once. What if said kid is suicidal and wants nothing more than to die and rest in peace? Will they find it out? And if so what will the staff do? A/N: This will not be your usual chatfic. There will be a lot of chapters written as a chat but there will also be others that are not. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
The Secret(Rewrite)- Dekubowl by AloraDoodles
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Izuku Midoriya was just like any other kid his age- eyes full of hope, hopeful that he would become the hero that he's always wanted to be. Though, that hope quickly fades when he learns that he's quirkless-though not really quirkless-and his life changes drastically. Just when Izuku starts to lose hope, something strange happens... -Blood -Depressing topics -Descriptions of violence among other things
Yearning For Purpose {Dekubowl AU} by SpareTimeWriting
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Nezu hires an exceptionally talented assassin to protect class 1-A. How will our favourite class react to a hot boy their age who always keeps the dorms clean and never fails to surprise them with his skills? Besides, he is just a shy, strong and smart version of the average hero student... Or is he? [Dekubowl] {SLOW BURN} CONTAINS: Abuse, Suicide attempts, poison, self-harm, guns. Additionally, warnings will be added before chapters. Chapters get longer at like chapter 6, I promise. Art is not mine. I do not own BNHA or any of the characters Go read this on ao3 for extra stories and edited chapters