you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fanfic 🥇 in #fanfiction

tw:self-harm, language, depression, and mental illnesses. also includes lgbtq+ wrote this instead of actually doing it lowercase intended

An upcoming artist named billie eilish accidently texts the wrong number. Brooklynn receives a message from an unknown person when she was finna take her life. Could Billie have saved her life? Read to find out. (This book includes smut, self harm, depressive things, eating disorders and other things...I'll try my best to put trigger warnings but if I forget I am so sorry, It's probably best you not read this book if any of that triggers you.)

~COMPLETED~ Isabelle and her best friend Billie, are in love. Until her parents see them kissing one day after school and they ship her off to boarding school. Story starts as they are 16, however is based 4 years later. Billie lives her life becoming famous and they haven't seen each other since that afternoon. What will happen when they finally see each other again? ⚠️ PLEASE READ ⚠️ I do not put Trigger Warnings at the start of each chapter. Please note this book is marked as mature content for a reason; Everyone is different, meaning different things trigger different people. Viewer discretion is advised. This book will eventually contain smut, bc duh. Accomplishments: #7 - billieeilish # 1 - blohsh #1 - billieeilishstory *completed October, 2020*

halley goes to UCLA, she lives in the same town as her favorite person in the world yet she's never even met her, billie eilish. her best friend, noah, a rising singer, invites her to an after party and little does she know that that one night will change her life forever... this is a billie eilish fanfic!! so if u don't like billie, read it anyway and you will start to like her🫶🏼

who knows what would have happened if billie wasn't on a late night drive? would gabriella ever get to know what being in love feels like? TW for whole book: -suicidal ideation/attempt -self harm -depression -eating disorder - anxiety 🥉#dontsmileatme

Adopted by Billie Eilish | The Sequel. PLEASE GO READ THE FIRST ONE; OTHERWISE THIS WILL MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL. "Please be okay." TW: Mentions of suicide. ranked #3 in adopted by billie eilish

An unexpected encounter leaves Billie fighting for her happiness. "Finneas, he definitely understands what I'm saying to him," I said leaning back again. "If he understands you why can't he speak back then?" Finneas asked. "I don't know, there could be maybe something wrong with him" I said, it was the wrong usage of words but it was all I could think of. "Like a disability or something?" Finneas suggested, reading my mind. I shrugged, "Yeah maybe something like that, who knows." Achieved: #1 fostercare #2 billieeilish #1 asd #1 autismawarness