Jimin is confident, bold, sexy, a little arrogant oh- and bisexual. He doesn't care what other's think or say about him. He has perfected the mask that hides his true, broken self and what happens to him at home. He spends most time partying, getting drunk and sleeping around- mostly in that order, but what he loves the most, is to provoke the boy who hates him. Jungkook despises Jimin. Raised in a strict, religious household, he just can't stand people like him. Usually, he is shy, well-behaved and always does as he is told. But for some reason, Jimin always manages to break through his patience and pushes closer and closer to the truth he is trying so hard to deny. One feels too much and the other is starting to feel nothing at all. As they uncover their deepest secrets, the two of them need to find a way to save each other. Warning! Mention of: - suicide - rape - depression and self-harm - strong language. - sexual content. - trauma - domestic violence

"And remember that no matter how fat, ugly, useless and worthless you may be... I am the only one that loves you and cares about you.. I am your best friend after all..." [⚠️ READ DISCLAIMER ⚠️] 1k reads: 25/1/2019 2k reads: 15/4/2019 4k reads: 4/6/2019 6k reads: 7/7/2019 8k reads: 26/7/2019 15k reads: 1/2/2020 (wtf?) 20k reads: 13/4/2020 (rlly wtf??)

Jimin was the ideal pure teen; innocent, study like his life depends on it, no social life, raised by overly religious parents. Oblivious of the world Jungkook is your ideal popular boy from bare eyes; vain, popular, handsome, has done every lustful thing in his life that would make anyone drool in desire. Both boys stuck in their own world, with intense suicidal thoughts for their wasted years because of their curse of reputation. That is, until one night Jungkook finds Jimin attempting to take his own life by throwing himself off a bridge. WARNING: • Suicide and depression triggers! • Smut • Self- Hatred • Violence • Dysfunctional Family Relationships • Cult Behavior #1 Jikook (10/27/19 & 8/7/20 & 9/27/20) #1 Kookmin (3/17/20) #1 Trauma (5/15/20) #1 Depression (10/7/20)

Jimin was not ok. his whole life he struggled with depression, but for the past year, everything had gotten worse. he couldn't sleep, instead, he stayed up all night tortured by his thoughts and attempting to distract himself with pain. ever since what happened at the night of their 100 million views celebration party for boy with love, tension grew between Jimin and jungkook. Jimin wanted to avoid him at all cost, so ashamed of what he did and scared that he would ruin their friendship together, while jungkook wanted to get closer after the incident sparked something he didn't know he had inside of them. jungkook invites him to vacation with him again, and as the two travel together in japan what was supposed to be a fun relaxing trip turns dark quickly. (TW!!! Graphic self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and actions, slight internalized homophobia) 22,054 words

They'd been bullying him for a year straight now. They had no remorse, no regret, until one day...he stops fighting back. They finally broke him. BTSxJimin

Jimin is attacked in his home where he's supposed to be safe and protected from the predators that roam. He has to learn to cope with what he's gone through in order to survive and get his life back. He meets a detective whose assigned to his case. Detective Jungkook makes it his soul purpose to catch who hurt Jimin and bring them to justice. But along the way he forms an unexpected bond with the Jimin and finds himself longing for more that can never happen. Will Jimin's trauma stop him from finding love again or is Jungkook enough to break through it all. ⚠️Warning⚠️ Mentions of rape Long ass chapters

Will you stay by my side, Will you promise me? If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break, I'm scared of that....... "You're precious for me Jimin. I can't lose you ever I'll stay by your side no matter what." "Jungkook....no one cares about me..."

in which jimin writes a letter a day for thirty days. ©️ blackpinkyoonmin

Jimin loves Jungkook but he knows he is not good enough for him. He starts a list of ten reasons why he can't carry on. - Warning this story is sad and involves topics like selfharm and diet. Also A possible main character dead. You are probably able to read through the story in 6h so if you want a good cry then you're welcome. I'm editing at the moment.

"my body is a canvas and this blade is a paintbrush." where park jimin is suffering from depression, and his band members are blind to his misery. or so he thought. containing the following ships: • jikook • namjin • sope lower case intended. warnings: depressive thoughts self hate self harm eating disorders suicide attempt wait how the hell did it get to #1 on jikook-