"You trust me?" I look up at him, staring into his light brown eyes that stared directly at me. It felt like he was staring into my soul trying to read me. I could barely answer his question because I was busy looking at him. Once I realized I was staring like crazy, I quickly look down. "I do." ----------------------------- She's the girl you never saw coming, the unexpected one who calms you, centers you, and still she turns out to be the surprise love of your love. She gets you, really gets you like no one ever has. She is your best friend, lover, and soulmate all wrapped in the prettiest package. She is unforgettable, she is like no one, which is why you are addicted to her mind, her soul, her body, and her presence. You can't get her out of your system. You taste her and she runs through you hot like blood and fire. She never leaves you no matter what, because she too, knows how rare the connection is. You have never had anyone stick by you like that before. She is the safest place you ever know. You are soft for her no matter how hard life gets, she is there and your feelings never change. She loves you fiercely and you feel her love deep in your bones and in your soul. She is the one who makes you feel whole in a way you never have before and that terrifies you. But, what terrifies you even more...is losing her. 03/12/21-04/25/21 Rankings: #9 in africanamerican 9-16-21 #84 in urban 9-16-21 #113 in blacklove 9-16-21 #1 in blacklovestory 9-16-21 #45 in contemporarylit 9-16-21 #18 in blackcouple 9-16-21 #218 in urbanromance 9-16-21 #1 in saveblackcharacters 9-16-21

My Work #3 | October 2013 - March 2014 | Completed [previously known as Purple] Twenty-five year old Rakim Mayers, better known as 'A$AP Rocky', lives a life that he had not intended. Considering that he's a world known recording artist, but most importantly, a father, life is not as easy as it seems. Having to juggle maintaining his image in the public eye, as well as being present in his three year-old son's life, which is not a simple task to do, Rakim is slowly sinking deep into a hole he has created for himself, but can not climb out of. When receiving a female personal assistant, to help him get back on track, he suddenly realizes that he just so happens to be close friends with her. After slowly developing an even more 'personal' relationship with his assistant, things become interesting. Will things change when his assistant discovers that he has a son? Most importantly, how will his relationship with his assistant effect his relationship with both his son, and the mother? ©Copyright bigheadkaye 2013-14 All Rights Reserved.

London is where all the drama happens to be. Meet Nahla Williams. A 20 years old North London girl who learnt to love herself the hard way.

A 23 year old doctor was working with her bestfriend and her perverted boss. One day she went to jail for fighting a girl, surprisingly she met August that bailed her out. She already had a boyfriend that she soons find out that has a double life. What will she do? Will August be the one for her? Or will she get back with Charles?

Living in her sisters shadow became normal to Justine as she got older. She tends to be a lost face in the crowd which frankly, she doesn't mind. While other junior's in high school are busy getting drunk and turning up, she finds enjoyment in catching up on next weeks assignment at school. She's always had a good head on her shoulders even with all the temptations around her. She's the type of girl who can be breaking down inside, but still look at you and smile. Suddenly a tragedy hits, making her life spiral out of control. To add to the confusion and chaos, she finds herself falling in love. She had always been good at hiding her emotions and convincing people of things until a certain someone comes along who sees the real her. ON HOLD

It's been a year since the day that changed Aaron Turner's life forever, and with the daily reminder looking him in the face every morning - it's a day he'll never forget. After cutting off the love of his life and running off to escape his past - the young man is plagued with trust issues and fighting his inner demons. When an old friend is murdered, Aaron finds himself whisked back into the cold world that nearly took his life and the man who he'd once risk it all for.

"I need you" Corrine Parker was troubled. After her father was sent to prison for killing his mistress in a fit of rage and her mother diagnosed with stage four liver cancer, Seventeen year old Corrine is sent to live with her twenty five year old stripper sister named Isis who lives the fast life. Deemed a prude by everyone around her Corrine is in for a wake up call when it comes to dealing with her sister and her choice of men. After Isis agrees to house a hood rich hit man, Corrine's living situations grows a bit complicated after her sister and her open Pandora's box. Kareem Davis was only thirteen when he witnessed his father being killed by a drug related drive by and there was nothing he or anybody could do about it. As soon as he turned of age he decided that he'd enjoy nothing more than taking out the people who took his father from him. After a less than ordinary night at an strip club he and his boys regularly attend he finds himself in a storm of trouble when he attempts to kill the owner of the place after discovering he had something to do with his fathers death only to fail. Word in the hood travels fast and now he's forced to hide out while playing a cat and mouse game with his worst nightmare and dodging his feelings.

"Don't ever leave me again" With age comes responsibility, some comes sooner than for others. Being in a family filled with drugs and murder it's only normal to follow in the footsteps of those before you. With old beefs growing more and more deadly the family is more divided then ever. Everything comes at a cost and karma is very much real, it just hits in different ways. With the Jamaican cartel thriving in the drug world and deemed untouchable an old beef between Moriah and Kaine seems to be growing out of control leaving people stuck in the middle. New York also has stepped in to the feud when it's leader grows power hungry forcing sides to be chosen, their motto is 'Death Before Dishonor'. Ajani and Kaine's love story might be officially over, especially when mistakes are made and the past comes to light and sides are chosen out of lies and deceit. When it's all said and done only one side will remain and the California organization you all have grown to love might have just met its match.

Aaron Turner had come to terms with his bisexuality at the age of fifteen. His first real relationship was with the man he'd always wanted and it was something he'd never wanted to end. But like most teenage relationships it didn't last long and they eventually went their separate still holding a soft spot for one another but the timing just was never right. Now, at the age of twenty one Aaron is in college, he has the money and the looks but it never felt like enough. After a chance encounter with his first love - Moses a kingpin on the rise, things take a turn for the worst when they can't resist each other and precede to mess around not caring who they hurt in the process. It was like an addiction and once they got in too deep it was to late to go back. Aaron didn't think about the outcome, but the aftershock of messing with a married drug dealer when lots of lives and relationships are involved is more than just messy especially when things turn deadly.

Five months into the future, things have been going great for both Zariah and August. They share a bond and a beautiful babygirl. As they try to ignore the negativity and block out the bad things, will they be able to hide the feelings forever or will it get worse? Sequel to "Looks like Love, Feels like Hate."