‼️ ‼️TW VERY IMPORTANT TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDAL IDEALIZATION ‼️‼️ poems i've written. some fictional and others real this collection includes poems of love and loss, a deep pain in your chest that you can't explain, the beauty of nature and how much she loves us so, it tells of grief, of losing the one you loved, of unrequited love and how that someone can tear your heart apart by just looking at someone else. this is a part of me that i am giving to you. it is an open wound i am healing or an old one that's hurting. this is a work in progress because it's a telling of my life. enjoy the front seat of the show 🖤

Ashton's in love with Michael but thinks he doesn't return the feelings as Michael has a girlfriend. Michael's in love with Ashton but he thinks Ashton will never love him back, so he has a girlfriend to try and get rid of the feelings. Luke comforts Ashton whereas Calum scolds Michael. Ashton and Michael both believe it's too late.

"Go ahead," I said, backing up against the pink wall of the shop. "Do something other than glare at me." I waited. One, two, three seconds... and nothing. I raised my chin at him. "You're boring me, mute boy." He stepped closer. Leaned toward me as his gaze burned into mine. Then... ❀ ❀ ❀ After three months in juvenile detention, it's time for Romy Pereira to help out with her family's flower shop. And it's not all bad... until they hire Jack Michel to work beside her. He doesn't speak, communicating with glares and scowls instead of words, and seems to be more interested in literal rocks than other human beings. And with an ex-convict mother, her friends drifting away, and the flower shop falling apart, the last thing Romy wants to deal with is Jack's attitude. She'll forever praise the day he screws up big time and gets himself fired, but until that day comes, it's mostly one cold-hearted girl, her silent (but still infuriating) coworker, and a whole lot flowers. [word count: 100k] [originally written in 2014-2015; re-write completed 2020-2021] ❀ Rankings ❀ #1 in #badgirl #1 in #goodboy #1 in #flowershop #1 in #sociopath

Shelly is a girl who comes from a rich family. But her life is anything but perfect. She is being bullied by the school's bad boy. But everything changes when she finds his diary........ Cover by @penny2310

Charlie Daniel a 16 year old tomboy in a small town. she hung out with boys she skates,plays the drums and guitar she also plays baseball not softball! The all boy baseball team she's been playing with since she could walk. Glen morris the 17 year old jock treats charlie like a little sister they've been friends forever what happen when Charlie starts falling for him and he 'rejects her ' because she's like family? and she meets Ashton Zayn a 18 year old badboy who gets every girl he wants. Will she get revenge on Glen and make him jealous?

"You want to go get tacos?" he asks from the gap between our houses "It's 2:34 AM! We have school tomorrow!" i shout being the good girl i am. "So?" " You are watching your life slip right past you. Live a little. You can stay here, get some sleep, wake up in the morning and do the same thing you do every day. Or, you can get your skinny butt dressed, and climb out your window, and go on an adventure with me at two in the morning and eat some taco's." He gives me a pointed look, before shrugging his shoulders "Your choice." My life was boring and bland. I am abused by my step father. I simply wait for the next beating to come or perhaps life to rip out from under me, leaving me to die in peace. And then he waltzed into my life, bringing his antics and drama with him. Only he breathed life back into me, he showed me what I was missing, he brought me back to life. But if he finds out about what my real story is. The reason behind the scars that zag across my wrists, will he run away? Leave me like my father left me? Or will i simply be not good enough, like I was't good enough for my father?

"Why don't you just do everyone a favour and go kill yourself?" "You know what, I think I will." Tonight everyone will get their wish because i've got a whole list of ways to end everything and each of them look so tempting... Updates every Sunday

teachers tell you not to pass notes for a reason.

she'd glide on her mascara, using her hair to cover up the badly masked bruise on her face. {{book 1}}

in which she dresses up as someone she's not to get back at her bully but ends up falling for him. - a michael clifford short story- a/n - honestly this book sucks but im leaving it up because it was the beginning of when I finally started writing good (: