Kushida Kikyo cannot afford love. Her public image would get absolutely ruined, most boys would not praise her and most importantly... She would have to trust him. Hey. Wanted to write a fanfic about an obsessed Kushida. Feel free to point out mistakes. I will focus mainly on her perspective with occasional SSs from Ayanokoji's or others' POVs.

The Advanced Nurturing High School in Japan is known far and wide by youth all across the country. Boasting a 100% employment and college entry rate, it's a school that focuses on nurturing young students to support the country later in life. Having found himself in Class A, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka enrolls in the hopes of living a normal life as an ordinary highschooler. However, his plans quickly seem to fall apart when a student from his own class, Sakayanagi Arisu, seems to know just a bit too much about Ayanokouji's past. Disclaimer: This is a fanfiction of the lightnovel "Classroom of the Elite". The canon story and characters are owned by Kinugasa Syougo.

Plip Plop Plip Plop Tears, a sign of weakness. They were my friends, friends who never abandoned me. Who never left when I told them to leave. The color red was one that I hated. Digging up past memories. The color red covered my vision while pain struck me. Why do all my friendships and relationships never go right? Why me? Why am I the tortured one? What did I do to deserve this? What? What did I do? Tell me, Please, Please, I just want this all to end, so please, please just tell me, Tell me why I deserve this. *Most of these characters are from Classroom of the Elite