At the very beginning, I have to say that this story is only a product of my perception of the world as I see it. I am trying to understand what is happening in my brain.⚠️There will be things in this story that may be disturbing for many people, so please read safely.⚠️

I am not even able to walk peacefully. I can't stand straight, look at people in the eyes - so instead, like a loser, I look at the ground and walk hunched over everyday. Avoiding human contact is on my daily basis. I know I am different. But I also know I can't change myself anymore.