"i'm the happiest when you're next to me." in which choi san discovers his real home in the comfort of jung wooyoung. - small spin off for 'missing', a jongsang story. ### started: 29-09-22 finished: 03-01-24

wooyoung's life is a cycle of quiet suffering: unrelenting expectations by day and tears by night. on the verge of breaking, a masked man appears at his window, calling himself "your worst nightmare." he claims to see all of wooyoung's misery and decides to join in the torment. but when resistance proves futile, wooyoung does the unthinkable-he opens up to the shadow haunting him. nicknamed "midnight," this stranger may be more than just a tormentor. as the nights blur between fear and connection, wooyoung must confront the truths hidden behind the mask-and within himself. WILL CONTAIN FLUFF WITH CURSING & KISS/MAKEOUT SCENES. SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS ARE MENTIONED. ☾ primary ship: woosan started: Jan 1st 2025 ended: Jan 11th 2025 ‼ EVERYTHING IS FICTIONAL AND DOES NOT INVOLVE THE MEMBERS IN REAL LIFE. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH BXB KINDLY DO NOT READ ‼ ⚝⋆.˚ranks #21 in choisan #21 in jungwooyoung #26 in san #26 in wooyoung #12 in jeongyunho #13 in songmingi

San knows this isn't the best idea - every rational thought in his mind screams that this could lead to something complicated, something he's not ready for. But right now, none of that matters. Because in this moment, Wooyoung feels like an escape. [Choi San joins Hanyang University to find out the reason behind his girlfriend's suicide. But as he learns the truth it becomes a burden he wishes he could forget. And through it all he has but one person who tries to be there for him - Jung Wooyoung. From a desperate hunt for answers, he stumbles into a connection that changes everything.]

San flirts with a fan for fun. Wooyoung has a crush on a famous YouTuber. When things get too real, it's too late for regrets. ⁂ Book 3 of Bad Decisions ⁂

"This is only payback for the macarons." He stated as he gave San the flowers, comforting warmth flooding his body as San laughed quietly. "It's beautiful, thank you." Wooyoung felt his face flare with heat, and he looked away from San in hopes it would go unnoticed. "T-thanks... Your macarons are pretty good too." Wooyoung cursed himself for stuttering. He didn't know what was going on with him, but he almost didn't want it to stop. Wooyoung and San fall in love with the same girl... or do they?

Jung Wooyoung hates Choi San. Choi San hates Jung Wooyoung. Wooyoung is part of a minority of people with a special gene, which awakens later in him than usual. Becoming a part of a secret organisation travelling into different realities to obtain resources, he is suddenly forced to working with the very man he hates. San was alright working on his own. He did not need a partner and he certainly did not need one like Jung Wooyoung. * [M] 4 - #jungwooyoung (30/Oct/2023)

Where would a miserable college professor and a lonesome student find themselves every weekend? At a strip club. #1 Seonghwa 8/15/24 - 8/18/24 9/6/24 #1 seongjoong 8/20/24 - 9/16/24 #1 Woosan 9/3/24 - 9/14/24 9/18/24 #1 Matz 9/8/24 - 9/11/24

・❥・ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ʙʟᴜꜱʜ ʙᴏʏ ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ. front of the camera. Dressed in pink lace, he transformed into a bold, captivating "kitten," adored by fans who cherished his true, vibrant self. In these moments, Wooyoung wasn't just playing a part; he was the purest version of himself, fully embraced and desired. ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴛʜɪꜱ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ɪꜱ ʙᴀꜱᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴋɪɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘɪɴᴋ ʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴄᴏꜱᴘʟᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛꜰɪᴛꜱ: ᴡᴏᴏʏᴏᴜɴɢ ɪꜱ ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ. ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇxᴘʟɪᴄɪᴛ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ꜱᴄᴇɴᴇꜱ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀᴠᴏɪᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ.

・❥・ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴏꜰ ʙʟᴜꜱʜ ʙᴏʏ ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ. Jung Wooyoung, known for his hot pink cosplay outfits, has blossomed with confidence thanks to his boyfriend, San. Enduring a time apart due to San's work, Wooyoung has held his own. But upon San's return, the dynamic shifts-San has transformed from a tender companion into a commanding, irresistible force.

A storm was coming. One that would change the course of a life just in a few moments. So unknowingly to those it would affect, what may seem like the worst, may be an opportunity for the best. Of course, that is for those to decide, after all, they were in charge of their own lives. In which Wooyoung, a pirate set out at sea, on one horrid day falls overboard and into the hands of one of the ocean's greatest predators, a siren. Warning: Will contain themes of drowning, being held hostage/against will, blood, and mentions of death (self and other). Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with any of this. Ships are included and pertain to the main plot. Completed on March 27, 2024 Cover by the amazing @cheriyun <3