Est married someone who never loved him. He knew it and chose him anyway. He never expected anything in return. Not touch. Not affection. Not love. He simply waits. But then William shows up and changes the way waiting feels. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 ache #1 nuthong #16 william #22 williamest ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, sweetness, cuteness, ache, and heavy angst -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover and chapters goes to original owners, I do not own them. I simply found them in internet. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

Est Supha, 27, is the reigning king of BL dramas - talented, hot-headed, and impossible to control. William Jakrapatr, 21, is a calm rookie who never backs down. Their first meeting ends in a fight. Their second? A casting announcement - they're starring as lovers in the same romantic comedy. On screen, they act sweet. Behind the camera, they clash. But somewhere between rehearsed kisses and jealous glances, hatred turns into something darker... more possessive. And when one reckless night changes everything, Est pushes William away - believing he's too young for the consequences. William refuses to let him go. Because some love stories aren't scripted. They're claimed.

Thame and Po have built a beautiful life together as husbands, raising their adopted son, Wesley, in a warm and loving home. Thame, a dedicated engineer, worked hard to provide for their family, while Po, after Wesley was born, chose to resign from his job and become a househusband. He was the heart of their little family always there with his warmth, laughter, and delicious home-cooked meals. But their happiness was shattered when Po was diagnosed with leukemia. Despite treatments and Thame unwavering support, the cell cancer spread aggressive . Knowing his time was limited, Po secretly prepared a series of emails for Thame messages filled with love, memories, and guidance to be delivered after his passing. When Po takes his final breath, Thame is devastated, struggling to face life without him. The grief is unbearable, especially as he watches their young son, Wesley, call for his daddy. Days later, just as he feels completely lost, Thame's phone pings with a notification. It's an email. From Po. "Dear Thame," Thus begins a heart-wrenching yet beautiful journey of love beyond death. Through each email, Po leads Thame through his grief, reminding him of their happiest moments like from their days as university students sneaking out for ice cream to their first home together to process of adopting Wesley. Po's words bring both pain and comfort, guiding Thame in raising Wesley and reminding him that love never truly fades. But how do you move on when the person who made your house a home is no longer there? Will Thame find the strength to live without Po, or will his grief consume him?