Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

This is the forth book of the Online Silhouette Saga This is the first ever Dil Howlter Fan fiction ever posted! Dil has reached 16 and his dad's, Dan Howell and Phil Lester now accepts his rights for freedom, even if they were terrible parents at the start. Dil was adopted and he struggled making friends and is still not happy due to the fact that their dads are bi. Due to this, he's being bullied. Years later, they moved and live into Willow Creak where their house was built in hopes that Dil may find a place in this world as it seems like he doesn't belong. But there are secrets in Willow Creek that may revolve around Dil's origins. This is the story of Dil Howlter and his struggle to find his answer to his life... ... As he is the recreation and known as Dan and Phil's online child This novel is rated M or PG+13 as it contains sexual references, mild violence and mild course language