She hates that she even notices Tom's laugh. She tries not to care that he doesn't say hi. But she still notices things like the way his cornrows make him look even more confident or how he always wins when they play 3v3.

This book is a mix of my first book, him and I and my hell. So if you didn't read those then I'll just explain what each one is. My first book is based of him and I the song as they both are so In love but things ruin it for them in teenage years till a few later they are married and my hell is based if mln, it's just like mln but less of the sexual things,all the explicit stuff ect. ⚠️contains stuff such as, murder,self-harm,suicidal attempts,smut,rape. These things won't occur till chap 19 and on⚠️ This book has been read through and should be up to date with everything. "I picked her body up and pulled it close to me as I felt tears swell up in my eyes. I looked up to see the girls screaming in pain as they had been shot but Lilly wasn't responding. "Lils don't die on me please" "Lilly" "LILLY" "LILLY JUSY WAKE THE FUCK UP" I felt my eyes get wet from tears as I yelled in pain. "LILLY" I yelled as bill put his arm around me, my hands were covered in blood, her blood."

Some obsessions are deadly. Some obsessions destroy. And some men? They watch, wait, and control everything. Including her.

Living next door, Robyn is blinded by her life of partying and excessive drug use to notice that the boys moving in beside her might be making her worse. With secrets and a guarded past, her mistakes and addiction soon become not the only thing corrupting her world. 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛. ✞᪥✞ -tom kaulitz-

She didn't expect the boy next door to be trouble-especially not the kind that smokes out his window, flirts like it's a sport, and collects hearts like trophies. Kalani's world shifts the moment she catches the mysterious new neighbor staring at her through the window. Tom is cocky, magnetic, and impossible to ignore-and the more she tries to resist, the deeper she falls. But behind his smirks and charm lies something softer, and Kalani will have to choose between protecting her heart... or handing it over to the boy who was never meant to stay. (If this book had a pulse, it'd sound like Never Felt So Alone - labyrinth & Billie Eilish) (spotify for when you get to the end: Tokiomilly) (SLOW BURN!!)

𝒂 𝒃𝒐𝒚, 𝒂 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒆. madeline swift was your average seventeen year old girl living in central london until she met him. tom kaulitz was an older, beautiful and charming man, who seemed to be everything she wanted. 𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐤𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐨𝐜 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐮 ⚠️sexual content, violence, toxicity, mention of suicide/self harm, eating disorders/body image, drug/alcohol misuse TOM IS NOT ABUSIVE OR SEXUALLY ASSAULT THE OC!!

19 year old Chelsey. Her life took a whole turn after what her parents did to her. Her life started to be a living hell but then once she met him her whole life changed again...

Y/N is used by the bad boy of the school Tom Kaulitz who chucks her away after having her for one night. Next time use protection. "I never liked you, get the fuck over me."

𝗧𝗪𝗢 𝗣𝗘𝗢𝗣𝗟𝗘. 𝗢𝗡𝗘 𝗗𝗘𝗔𝗟. 𝗜𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗔 𝗥𝗛𝗢𝗗𝗘𝗦, being exploited when you're only sixteen can definitely take a mental toll on you. But her? She didn't care. Or at least... she pretended not to. Painted as an outcast by her peers was one thing, but by the entire internet... was a whole other. Being the daughter of the infamous, Julian Rhodes, a big time music producer in downtown Los Angeles, came with unneeded traction from social media. It's been a year. And yet, she was still a nobody. 𝗧𝗢𝗠 𝗞𝗔𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗭, there was something annoyingly perfect about him. Maybe it was the smile, the same one that had you wobbly in the knees. Or maybe it was just 𝘩𝘪𝘮. He could simply exist and girls would come flocking his way. But he would be nothing without his band mates. They wanted to build a brand. A name for themselves. Who better to do that with, than the daughter of a world famous music producer? That's where the deal comes in. Tom helps Indiana get back at her ex-boyfriend. She helps with the band's status. It seemed like the perfect arrangement, 𝘪𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳. ────── "𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂."

𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗢𝗡𝗜𝗞𝗔 𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗢𝗭𝗢𝗩𝗔, had stricken a deal with the devil. Or perhaps it was an angel? He was inexperienced and she had all of the experience in the world. No one knew what they got up to behind closed doors... The lines of love and lust began to blur, which really shouldn't have been a problem. Right? But it was a problem. Because he was her foster brother. ✮ ✮ ✮ "𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀, 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗶𝘁?"