"you certainly do make me feel pretty." (TRIGGER WARNING - eating disorder, self-harm.)

"You were supposed to be here with me. You promised. So where are you now? I shouldn't have trusted you.." Y/n's biggest dream was to work at her mother's hospital which was huge and well reputed in the whole country. She had worked hard for ages to achieve this dream. But after the encounter with a particular patient, she felt disgusted by her own dreams. Or was she even right to think that way? What could have gone so wrong that made her try to escape the place she has always wanted to be in? Read to find out! Completed- ✔ Edited- ❌

What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more.' Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine. And demons live right in your own shadow. ━━━━━━━ ━━━━━━━━━━ ━━━━━━━ Park Aro, a famous artist who goes by the pen name, 'Arty'. Her life involves a lot of twists, a lots of turns behind the shadow of the artistic pane. Kim Namjoon, a trainee under Big Hit Entertainment and Aro's childhood friend, who had to the face his own struggles of a new boy group under a very small company. However, both their lives get more entangled as they help each other grow and flourish into the people they never thought they would able to become in the future. But with her no more by his side, will he ever be able to 'Save himself'? ━━━━━━━ ━━━━━━━━━━ ━━━━━━━ Trigger Warnings; Touches on sensitive topics of mental illness(depression in particular) abuse, violence and suicide. Don't read if you aren't comfortable with any of the above. Credit to @inky_jin for the beautiful cover and banner @wineisredder for helping me with this story @inky_jin for helping me edit this story Started: 31/01/2020 Ended: 07/10/2020 Edited: 15/03/2022 - 08/06/2022 Winner in 14 + awards and counting

She's a lonely, unloved girl. But what happens if one day she finds herself texting a famous rapper, who understands her and teaches her how to love herself? #3 in The tear awards 2020 in the Solo Namjoon category #3 in the BTS TAE CUP AWARDS2020 Kim Namjoon category #3 in the Bangtanese Awards 2020 in the Black-K.N.J. category (Solo) This story contains NO SMUT. But it contains triggering topics like abuse and suicidal thoughts (not explicitly described), therefore I rated this story mature.

Transferring to a new college is going to be a challenge for Sophie - but she's ready to embrace the clean slate. At Blueside she's going to take advantage of having no reputation at all, maybe she'll finally have some proper college fun. Thankful that she's already got friends at Blueside (granted one of them is her baseball-playing step-brother) who'll help her around, Sophie finds herself at a New Years's party and meets someone. After a magical night together, she realises that reality is much more complicated. Not only does she have to juggle her new schedule, but now she has to pretend that a night between her and her step-brother's friend never happened. - - - Blueside 1 - - - Cover by @jiminhaven

The thing that enraptures me, is her eyes. A deep, crystal, aqua blue, so clear in fact, that I find myself staring into them. You can see everything in them, all of her emotions and thoughts, the colour almost speaking her feelings with such honesty. They are without a doubt, the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Ocean Eyes, I think, and in that second, I know that this is my soulmate. A Kim Namjoon Soulmate Fanfic.

You lived a colorless life. Everything was boring; you had nothing. Then, one day, everything changes. You have a dream, a dream that feels real. And what's even worse: it happens every single night from then on out. Every time you fall asleep, you fall into a lucid dream. And every time you fall into it, there's a man there, waiting for you. His name is Kim Namjoon. --- If you are reading this story on any other platform other than Wattpad you are very likely to be at risk of a malware attack and reading a plagiarized copy of my work. If you wish to read this story in its original, safe form, please go to https://www.wattpad.com/user/Ravendipity. Thank you.

"So you knew who I am? Why did you not approach me then?" "I'd know your eyes anywhere Mr Kim Namjoon, and I also know you love taking walks. So I let you take your walks in peace." ... Kim Namjoon X OC ... Awards: First place in the "Love yourself awards 2020" (Kim Namjoon category) Highest rankings: #1 on #coincidences #1 on #rm #1 on #rapmon #1 on #kimseokjin #1 on #namjoon #1 on #parkjimin #1 on 방탄소년단 #2 on #kimtaehyung #1 on #soulmates #3 on #bangtan #5 on #jeonjungkook #28 on #fanfiction

Why does everyone hate me so much? Am I not talented enough to deserve love - Namjoon . . . Thank you so much for teaching me to love myself Namjoon. Now let me teach you how to love yourself. Ranks💜- #5-Rm at 15/06/21 #14-Rm at 26/06/21 #9-Rm at 02/07/21 #11-Rm at 07/07/21 #25-Bangtan at 01/07/21 #2-Jhope at 10/09/21 #1-Jhope at 13/09/21 #3- RM at 23/09/21 PS: story cover by @dabiloverxxxx