After losing her wife to a long battle of breast cancer, Ezra Kennedy's life crumbled into pieces. Overwhelmed by her grief, she threw everything away: her love to play guitar, her family, her morning runs, her career. Everything. Years blurred with tears and memories she couldn't ever get back. Her best friend, Elio, determined to rescue her from dying, dragged her back into life by getting her a job as a waitress at the town's local restaurant. Even with something to keep her mind off the death of the love of her life and something to keep her busy for hours, Ezra was still haunted by the painful memories of her past. Unless a customer changed everything... When the famous singer, Billie Eilish, walked into her workplace along with her abusive boyfriend, Jesse Rutherford, Ezra was instantly captivated by the younger woman's natural beauty. Soon later, Billie began to walk into the restaurant day after day with new ridiculous excuses on why she was here again. All of it made Ezra look forward to tomorrow for the first time in ages. Billie always seemed to be the only thing that could save her from drowning in her sorrows. They grew closer quickly and Ezra did something she never thought was possible again - she fell deeply in love. But she also had never felt so far away from someone. Because Billie is straight after all. Isn't she?

Imagine writing a fan fiction about Billie Eilish just to find out she's read it. Ember's entire life flips upside down when she receives a DM from someone regarding her fanfiction about Billie Eilish. This book will contain: -Suicidal thoughts -Self-Harm -Depression -Homophobia -Language -Smut achieved 2 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 2 in #bil 1 in #bils 2 in #eilish

Billie wasn't into love. She loved her friends, Shark, her family, her fans and singing - but she wasn't into THAT type of love. She doesn't even know how to deal with this feeling and is afraid of what may happen after his confession. Everything starts to change when she mets Mavis. It wasn't supposed to turn into something bigger.. but it does. In this story everything goes right 'till it goes wrong. Mavis says she would do everything for Billie.. but would she really? Will she be able to wait for her? Billie says she only want Mavis... so why does she act like its a lie? Will she be able to cross her limits for Mavis? (slow burn story)

"if we were meant to be we would've been by now"

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fanfic 🥇 in #fanfiction

Aliyah's been struggling with depression for years, so she's given herself 72 hours to live, but when she meets Billie her plan becomes more difficult and her friendships start to fall apart. Will she stay for Billie or continue with her plan? ⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of -depression -suicide -self harm -death (Starts slow but just trust the process) 🥇 -#1 billieeilish -#1 eilish -#1 blohsh -#1 billieilish -#1 les -#1 oconnell -#1 Baird -#1 Claudia -#1 billiefanfiction -#1 billiefanfic -#1 depression -#1 Billie -#2 finneas -#2 wwafawdwg -#4 hte

as billie forms an undeniable bond with a girl, she learns that she is hiding a heartbreaking secret. now, they must navigate joy, fear, and the fragility of time.

(Sequel to "Just a Fan") It's been three years since Grace vanished from Los Angeles without a trace. Three years since she walked away from Billie, leaving behind nothing but memories and a love too painful to hold onto. Now, she's built a new life in Miami-far from the spotlight, far from the past, and far from the woman who once meant everything. With the support of her best friend Amelia and the quiet stability she's fought so hard to find, Grace has convinced herself that she's moved on. That she's healed. But when Billie arrives in Miami for a show, the illusion shatters. For years, Billie has searched for answers-haunted by the love she lost, by the woman who disappeared without a word. And now, she's closer than ever to finding Grace. As old wounds resurface and emotions collide, Grace is faced with an impossible choice: keep running, or finally confront the love-and the pain-she left behind. Because some people aren't meant to stay lost forever. And some love stories never truly end.

Grace Evans, 20, is from the uk and moved to LA with her family to pursue her modelling career, her mother left when Grace was 3 years old and was raised by her father and older sister, Chloe Evans. Grace struggled a lot with anxiety and depression growing up, she first started listening to Billie Eilish when she was 14 years old as a way to cope with her mental health. Her modeling career has just started to kick off so nobody really knows her, but one day Chloe surprised her with tickets to a Billie Eilish concert, Grace went to the concert with no idea what it would lead to after all she's "just a fan". Right?

sequel to 'wish you were gay' - leilani and billie reunite. but with their current lovers in the way, will their affection for one another ever return?