"I will never love you, remember that" He whispered coldly in my ear as he held me by the arm. I breathed deeply and said, "You've already killed me. Your heartless and a man like you can never love" And without hesitation I snatched my arms from him and walked away. *** Why does it always rain the hardest, on the ones who deserve the sun?~Unknown *** I was forced to lose my virginity to my brothers best friend. I didn't want to marry my former best friend but still did in order to save my reputation. And after everything, I now know Allah has plans for everyone. I'm Inara Ibtihaaj and this is my story. *** WARNING: Vulgar language used but I mean which book doesn't use it now a days? #17 IN SPIRITUAL as of 05/18/17 #101 IN SPIRITUAL as of 04/14/2017 #159 IN SPIRITUAL as of 04/07/2017 #264 IN SPIRITUAL as of 12/19/16

[The book is currently under high editing. Current chapter: Chapter 1] This isn't your typical business romance book you find with the sexy secretary who falls for the jaw-dropping CEO who is very serious and powerful. It doesn't start with the girl falling for the guy, blushing at his words, and sweet talking. It's about the punk girl who studies to be a Psychologist with black hair and icy blue eyes. Yes, the CEO is good looking, but that doesn't make her take a double take at him. She yells at him, ditches him, and avoids him at all costs until he gives up. But something or someone always brings them back together and someone else's child could eventually tie them both together. Chase Simmons is now the owner of Simmons Banking, a company his mother worked hard to make. Him being 25, he is too engulfed in work to even notice any female looking his way. His best friend, Ryland Collins, tries to help Chase whenever he can to meet someone, but with Chase's constant work, he never accepts them. It isn't until he meets a certain girl when they accidentally swap phones, that he can't help but try to get close to her. Madeline Annabella Hender is a typical 23-year-old punk. She had gone through hell and back for the last two years of her life, that she doesn't tolerate anyone. She only keeps in contact with her brother, Joshua, because she doesn't see any reason to talk to anyone else. So how did this punk catch the CEO's interest? With the only things she knows: sarcasm, anger, and the truth.