Narmilino
To me, you were merely the most innocent victim of a revenge plot. I wasn't supposed to love you. I was supposed to ruin you, to hate you. Because you were the daughter of the man who once destroyed me. Your eyes reminded me of your father's; your lips, of the lips I once watched as they took their last breath... I was meant to make you pay for everything that had slipped through my fingers. But I couldn't. You seeped into my heart with that damn innocence of yours. I was supposed to use you, but with every smile, I became a little more of a captive. I was supposed to deceive you, but with every touch, I believed in something real. I was supposed to destroy you, but every night as you closed your eyes, I watched you, only to feel something inside me tear itself to pieces.
I betrayed you, I deceived you, I terrified you. You hated me, just as I deserved. But I want you to know, Lalin... Revenge was never the real victory for me. My true ruin was winning you, only to lose you. Because in the end, my ultimate punishment was a life without you.