they met at therapy; therapy for sex addicts. (cover by elle)

When Luke Hemmings starts at school one term out of year 12, he instantly becomes the most popular boy in the school. Girls, and even boys are after him. He could have anyone in the school. Luke's family are wealthy, not dirty rich, but they have enough money to buy their 17 year old son a brand new car. Something else that makes him popular Ashton Irwin is a loner. He has one friend, Jess, who stuck by him with everything. But he can only see Jess in music and at lunch. He has been bullied every day since coming out. When the two boys cross paths. Who knows what could happen? WARNING: contains self-harm/suicidal actions, mentions and actions of eating disorders I'll put a trigger warning but I'll put: ***** when the actual stuff is coming up. Lashton(obvs!?) and Malum :)

Ashton was broken completely. His life wasn't normal. To most people like you, Ashton Irwin had an amazing life, touring the world with his three band mates, money to burn and three best friends. His life was perfect, but there was a lot behind closed doors that no one saw. Too much hate to handle, two dead parents. Murdered. Depressed, suicidal. No one cared about him, and he planned that in one hundred days he would kill himself. He didn't keep all of this to himself, but he didn't tell anyone. He wrote it down on paper. More to mention, the band mate he has a crush on reads this journal and Luke knows he only has 100 days to make Ashton feel loved.

the one where ashton loves luke but luke doesn't love ashton. 2014-15

Luke Hemmings: hes a mute, no one likes him, hes gay, he cuts, and he was beat, before his dad killed himself because of him, one day Luke moves, meeting new people along the way, but the 2 people that actually liked him were Michael Clifford, and, Ashton Irwin, he liked both of them, but he liked Ashton more then a friend. Does Ashton feel the same? Ashton Irwin: Lots of people like Ash, hes gay, but no one cares, he used to cut, but he stopped, because people found out, and told him to stop, because they cared about him to much, his 3 best friends, Mike, Cal, and Luke, he likes them all, but he likes Luke a lot more then a friend, does Luke feel the same?

Louis has a habit of not complaining. Harry hates it because, sometimes if you don’t complain, bad things happen; like ending up in the ICU. This is the OFFICIAL VERSION please note that there are four or five R rated scenes that have been moved to another site to keep this story un-privated. The links are provided in the appropriate places in the story where you can read them. Please check my bio for the link to the translations! These include POLISH (Polski), SPANISH (Español), ITALIAN (Italiano), FRENCH (Français), RUSSIAN (русский), CZECH, CHINESE (中国的), ROMANIAN (român), PORTUGUESE (português), BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE (português do Brasil) SLOVAK (slovenská), DUTCH (Nederlands), GERMAN (Deutsch) Direct link to translation masterpost is: http://room_317.livejournal.com

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*