ever since the incident in the church, ponyboy hasn't left johnny side Once. he literally couldn't leave his side. Ponyboy would get nightmares or panic attacks if johnny were to leave him alone for to long. But luckily for pony, johnny never wanted to leave. after the church accident there relationship grew very close and they were always around one another, 24/7. and since the incident soda and darry decided to take johnny in and help him as he couldn't take care of himself and his parents being abusive and all, and soon he began to walk again, even though he was told he would never be able to. and as johnny and ponyboys relationship grew so did ponys feelings for johnny and before he knew it pony was in love with his best friend. this story follows ponyboy and johnnys relationship and and trying to hide it from the gang.