"my dear seonghwa," hongjoong smiled gently, "when one falls, another grows, maybe not what was there before, but something new all the same." "that's a quote from bambi isn't it? you know that movie hurts me." "but it's true, isn't it?" seonghwa didn't answer. he couldn't bear it. or: seonghwa is an underrated and extremely talented painter that thinks the ocean is more beautiful during the night than the day. despite his utter fear of death, he found himself volunteering his time to paint the windows at the pediatric hospital every weekend. there he meets a very special blue-haired man who has a heartbreaking secret and tries to teach seonghwa about how to deal with death through the wonderful book of charlotte's web.

as seonghwa's quiet mental health collapse progresses from lying on floors to full-blown psychosis, hongjoong flourishes in a new solo career start, unwittingly leaving the love of his life behind. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘱 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.

"𝓼𝓸 𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓗𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓳𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓭, 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷... 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓽𝓸𝓹𝓼??,, Hongjoong regretted letting his parents push him into becoming a model. Seonghwa wishes he had followed his dreams and became one. What happens when these two conflicting worlds collide? © lucassbabyjungwoo 2020

Hongjoong just sat on his bed looking at the man in front of him with an unreadable expression. Yeah, he spent the entire afternoon at his studio, but he didn't work. Not at all. In fact, he was feeling a little guilty because now his groupmate was standing in front of him with a worried expression when in reality he had spent the afternoon reading fanfiction of the both of them together. And he was starting to realize... things. He was starting to realize that if filled his heart when the older talked to him like that, or that he found him extremely beutiful, or that he was looking at his lips right now

cheated on, coldly broken up with, wooed by a dashing new man... facing death? which would be the most shocking? a classic "one fell first, but the other fell harder" tale- except it's about breaking up.

kim hongjoong is kept awake night after night due to his noisy neighbor and his constant one-night stands. alternatively: hongjoong and seonghwa both have their own internal struggles - what happens when their paths cross?

A one shot where Idol Seonghwa gets lost in a foreign city and stumbles upon tattoo artist Hongjoong in an alleyway.

Hongjoong was nineteen years old when he became the leader of an idol group. Nineteen, still a kid himself- and yet there he was in charge of the success and livelihood of seven other boys. He had plenty of shit to deal with, keep track of, worry about. So it's safe to say the last thing he needed was to fall in love with Park Seonghwa.

Haunted by strange dreams, Hongjoong begins to question the blurry line between right and wrong. Seonghwa has the perfect life, but yearns for a muse other than his provocative boyfriend. Unfortunately, these troubled men find each other before they find themselves.

After losing the love of his life three years ago, Hongjoong vows to honor Seongie's memory by becoming a nurse, caring for the sick and elderly. Jaded by the tragic past, he resigns himself to a quiet life without attachment. Seonghwa was an extravagant playboy trying to live up to his father's expectations until a car accident ripped his life apart. Now he's confined to a wheelchair and numb to his existence. Hongjoong never expected to see Seongie's face again, especially reflected on his newest patient, and Seonghwa never expected to regain the feeling in his cold heart.